i just wrote a very long entry pouring my heart out about why i am so upset right now...then it got deleted. i hate computers ( Read more... )

i'm so excited! i think that i now have a new job. it is perfect for me. i'm going to be working at St. Albans Child Care Center. i used to go there when i was little and when i went in to fill out an application i saw some people who used to look after me and my brothers. The owner recognized me and she started asking about the family and ( Read more... )

i'm sick of my job. i think i want to find a new one ( Read more... )

today was so much fun! me and cait met up at qudoba and we ran around bardstown. i bought a new purse! i love it so much. it's tangerine orange and has embroidered flowers on the front...it's cute and i like it. we had fun walking around and catching up. we both realized that we don't have much of a life because we both work so much...so i ( Read more... )

man o man o man. why can't you just call? stop being a boy for 2 seconds and think about me...call me to let me know that you're alright and that you're having a good time. it's been two weeks without a word and it really upsets me. i've been trying to ignore it and hope that you have a good reason, but still i'm sitting here wanting to cry ( Read more... )

the cruise was so much fun!!!!! but i have to say that i'm happy to be home...after a while you just start to miss your bed and having nothing to do. it was so much fun though. i have to say that i have never seen water so blue and clear as i did in the bahamas...it was gorgous to say the least. i need to learn how to put pictures on this ( Read more... )

well i'm getting ready to leave to go to northern kentucky to see my grandpa into surgery. yesterday he had an almost heart attack...which is scary b/c if he really did then he would have died. so now he's having surgery on his heart to put all of these machines in there to make sure that it works properly. they say that it's a common procedure ( Read more... )

goddamit! fuck! urrrr! i hate the fact that i've been crying constantly the past couple of days and still i haven't realized fully why i am upset. i've uncovered a few but not the full reason...maybe it's just a lot of little things that have been building up to this explosion...i don't really know. i just hate all of the thoughts running ( Read more... )

yesterday was so much fun! i love fishing...it always promises good times. the day started with me, nilou, caitlin, and kasey sneaking out of nilou's house and having andrew silently drive by to pick us up at like 1 in the morning. now that was an adventure. it took us like an hour to figure out exactly how we were going to do it and me and ( Read more... )

urrrr! my stomach hurts so much! it feels like a thousand knives are stabbing into my stomach at the same time. sometimes it feels like they are stabbing into my vagina to get to my uterus easier....urrrr i hate this. huge chunks of my uteris is falling out and i want it to go away. it sucks because it was a surprise today which means that my ( Read more... )