i think that I've finally figured out what "fear" is. the last like, 20 minutes, the fact theat my mom will sometime find out that i've been talking to my dad. and i have to say, i'm fucking scared for that to happen. i'm afraid of jsut talking to her about this whole shebang. i'm afraid that i'll be regected by my family, more then a feel that ( Read more... )

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