i had a lapse in judgement and decided to be too nice and rectify some things...but recitfy sounds like a painful word, so i've decided i don't need to use it anymore...screw rectifying things (another painful jumble of words)...i don't need to do shit. i did too much already. there's only person who might know what i'm talking about...and well, ( Read more... )

interventions that help a friend get over some piece of shit guy...wonderful.
actually heeding your own advice (for once)...priceless.

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yum yum...i lub you!

i got financial aid!!!!!  i get money!!!!!!

HOORAY!!!!!


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i was reading this yesterday at the car lot and liked it a lot...it's from "The Wolves of Calla" by Stephen King, it's where one of characters is explaining fairy tales to another character.

"Eddie finished, finishing with the required They lived happily ever after, and the gunslinger nodded.  "No one ever does live happily ever after, but we ( Read more... )

...are different
...are good
...are bad
...are definitely for the best

next time, i'm gonna run like hell. hahahahahaha...:)

remember gentle readers, you live and you learn. that's for daaaaamn sure.

well, it's around 5am now, and i've been up for a while, so i thought i'd make good use of my insomnia and write in here. it's been a weird up and down few weeks. i have my good days and bad days. i think the good are outweighing the bad finally, i'm slowly adjusting to being over here. although, i highly doubt that i'll stay after my lease is ( Read more... )

( stoopid shit. don't read this. )

August 20th 2005 The Synthetic dream foundation will be playing a live PA of EBM music at The Castle in Ybor City (Tampa). Fetish performances by Masuimi Max, Rubberdoll, will also be taking place. Cost is $15.

i am addicted to lox bagels!!!!  they're the best thing to have then bill's not here...:)

things sarah is doing to help her happiness (because it's running low lately ( Read more... )