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the death of my Pupup
I can't say I'm surprised...and yet in the same breath I am about to cry because i am so disappointed. If you don't already know, I have an astranged grandfather who as of recent years has been trying to reconnect with his daughter (my mom) and his two sons. he remarried after my Grandmother died and and was rejected his children to be with her ( Read more... ) -
I wish you well
As i finish up my packing and put the final touches on cleaning up my room and getting it ready to be painted, I wanted to say goodbye. Farwell San Diego and those who dwell in it. it has been an...interesting three months filled with a lot of changes and some small epiphanies. i will sorrowfully miss those I have stayed close to this summer and ( Read more... ) -
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i am glad to say this week has made up for all the lameness summer has been. while i still am unready to go back and am still telling Satan i'll give him his soul back if i can just skip this year and get the fuck outta dodge, i know i will be returning to Whittier a little more refreshed than i thought and hopefully happy and full of fond summery ( Read more... ) -
yeah
"I'm not sure God wants us to be happy. I think he wants us to love, and be loved. But we are like children, thinking our toys will make us happy and the whole world is our nursery. Something must drive us out of that nursery and into the lives of others, and that something is suffering."
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crash landing
well it's official, i am no longer a business minor....i failed MOB...i've cried. i've gotten angry. i've felt worthless. and now i'm moving on. my parents handled better than I did, i didn't imagine them doing that. I mean i decided to be a business major because of them, i'm in college because they wanted me to go...i'm glad i did...when i saw ( Read more... ) -
always a rollercoaster
so I'm home...it's been relaxing and I felt that whatever was pulling at me when I was at school had finally passed with me coming home. I felt that being out of whittier, with my family, and being able to relax would calm my nerves and make me feel less trapt...and it has.. yet at the same time i feel a constant need to break down..i'll be walking ( Read more... ) -
just getting in
so it's 8:30am and another morning without sleep..i seem to be falling into a habit of not sleeping on the weekends. But on this one i have come to a glorious conclusion...i'm a prick tease...what a concept. i fell for the line of come back and watch a movie...can you believe it, oh i can. then i found out his real movitation, i laughed and told ( Read more... ) -
the bad
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=OF+Paranoid
tell me what's wrong with me!..don't worry I won't hunt you down or anything -
my sister
I've talked a little with my sister tonight upon reading a recent blog entry she had....i only brushed the surface with the number of questions that can be raised in a pending divorce....she told me how she spent the first day crying..how she wasn't sure if she should stop wearing her wedding band right away...how she went balistic when he stopped ( Read more... )