always a rollercoaster

[swirled_red]

so I'm home...it's been relaxing and I felt that whatever was pulling at me when I was at school had finally passed with me coming home. I felt that being out of whittier, with my family, and being able to relax would calm my nerves and make me feel less trapt...and it has.. yet at the same time i feel a constant need to break down..i'll be walking

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[poisonrational]

I think you'll probably go through this for a little while and with time (home) it will pass. Give it a few weeks, let yourself let go and cry (because your body obviously wants to release pent up stress - whether concious or not - somehow), and I think you'll inevitably end up feeling better. If it's not better in a few weeks, then think on it. But don't stress on it now. I love you. :) I'm working hard to finish my finals earlier in the weekend so we can hang out whenever you want this next week. <3 you again!

smile, you're beautiful :)

[revisagoodrev]

I know how you feel. These past few weeks I've spent half my time peaceful and satisfied and the other half feeling inadequate, unwanted, something. And I ask myself: why am I stressed? I don't have any obligations