please give me a minute to sit down and talk with you.

you're the only one who ill ever dedicate myself to.

[note to self: to whom this applies to, he will never read it.]

so its the new year, and well, whats gonna happen next? i cant wait till it comes, you know, that event that really honestly starts your year. and ive got this weird feeling that 2005 is going to be.. different. i mean, not like 2004 wasnt, it was perfect. i just wish i could stay back there foreverbut ok, let me stop dwelling. ive got enough to ( Read more... )

i know for sure
im still in love
with him.
ill still cry
each night
for him
ill
still
wake up and think
"i wonder
if today
will be any
better"

and in
2 days i
need to
let him know
im
planning
the biggest thing you've
ever heard of.

merry christmas :)
so last sunday i went shopping with the beauties lauren, asli, and kelllyyyy. we took the mall over. hahaha, well all of us went shopping for christmas/hannukkah/holiday yeah you get the picture kinda gifts. wow im a thrift nut. we had TACO BELL (orgasm) and partied. HAHA we went into gap to test out the smells, right? oh fuck the ( Read more... )

LaurBoBaur413 (10:40:32 PM): you always think about everything ( Read more... )

oh the only thing you have to realize is that life is a risk that everyone is forced to make. thrown into a story with potential to be the best. an epic full of ups and downs that just seem neverending ( Read more... )

my christmas list

1. a cell phone!#! with a camera on it. i need a camera with me 24/7.
2. some new JEANS (like THESE beauties)
3. CD's                  Gwen Stefani - L.A.M.B ( Read more... )

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list 10 different statements about 10 different people without including their name
1. wow, im putting you first cause well, ive known you maybe the longest. we really grew up last year, and we've just... gone through a lot. and you've been there for me countless times, wether to put me in my place, or just to have the best time. hahaha. i think you ( Read more... )

i really did fuck up. but you learn from your mistakes, right?

yeah, you do.