i hate my house, i hate my life, i hate my family right now..

i cant stand living at home after being gone for almost three years..

im just down- and the only up thing around here is my job and thats pretty damn lame.

blah

its been a stressful week of working shitty long shifts, and stupid ass parents..

but the extended days off starts now, and im super excited.

im even more excited that molly and i get to spend time together, and go to cedar point some time within the next week..

yay- it makes me all smiley

the  end

for the last three days, all day, each day ive had the worst headache of my entire life.. it wont go away.. it doesnt matter what i take, if i have my glasses on or contacts in, it doesnt matter if i try and sleep it off, or if i listen to music or sit in the dark and silence. ive tried it all..

maybe ive got something really wrong with me brain.. ( Read more... )

i know i said i wouldnt do it anymore- actually i promised..

but im so confused, sad, mad, frustrated with everything..

it was the only thing that could make it stop..

today was great..

i took the most amazing nap

the end

16 year old petty drama makes me want to blow stuff up..

im a fucking wench?? right- you have no idea bitch.

car accidents suck

if broken were a relationship status that would be mine ( Read more... )

only one person in the entire world has the ability to bring me down so badly ( Read more... )

i fucked up..

im sorry..

molly i miss you.

i wish we could talk, and hopefully start over on square one with being friends..

we still have our deal for a warm, calm summer night walk