today was amazing
well tonight was amazing
i love my youth group
im starting to feel better
im going to change
i know i can
i dont wanna be the same

church is the only thing that actually makes me truly happy

its all the same
its all the same
im the same
i will never change
unlsess i move to another town and change all my friends
and have willpower
and self esteem

so obviosuly i wont change
and i dont care
i just wanna get high and watch life pass by

im like exactly the same
i have just replaced my old habits with new ones because it makes me feel better
i hate this

I am back to exactly where i was last year
this is becoming bad
i dont know what to dd

i get attached to friends to easily

help me

can anyone give me a ride to the football game today?

me and my mom rocked out to "the thong song" by sisqo, it was amazing ( Read more... )

so i really didnt realize that he gets to me that much
i thought the 11 year battle was over
i guess not
i almost cried talking to jim today
i wish i could be happy with myself
but im not
i really want a date to hc
i dont want this to be the 3rd year that i dont go

i fucking hate my dad and his whole fucking family
god i hate them
adofasldjf lsd
"why dont u want to see your dad"
isnt it obvious you peice of shit motherfucker
i havent seen u in 4years
never call me again u peice of shit

i like how NO ONE got the hint at the discussion at church
whatever i dont really care

friendships are really complicated
i miss coco

( some random pics )