I've come to the conclusion that I'm most likely Bipolar, or have some such mental disorder. My family has a series of mental issues, my grandma has manic depression, and we've had at least one suicide and one double suicide, both fairly recent. good times eh?

something doesn't seem right

I could go for a cigarete right about now..

Well, I found out on friday that I'm actually 'not' invited to the "Christmas" party this year, which i found fairly insulting, but whatever. At least I've got the weekend free now, even if i did pretty much waste today. Oh and the college can't give me shit anymore so thats good. I think I'll just play some Ico for a bit now, maybe read some ( Read more... )

Bloody hell. The college office employees don't know jack shit, I swear. Not even the supervisor knew what he was yammering about. But whatever, things will work out how they're meant to I suppose. On the positive side of things; I've devoted myself into attending a Christmas party (yes i know it's mid January) being held by the company that ( Read more... )

( Waiting )

Ok so I'm starting up school again this Tuesday.... I'm excited and nervous which I'm sure seems silly to some people but I haven't been the best with social situations or motivation lately so wish me luck ;). Either way I'm hoping to find what I've been looking for. Peace for now =)

( Only )

( Yes i know, more frigin lyrics ^_^ )

( Live Forever )