We could only wonder how she would be able to dust herself off and start all over again. And yet we knew we couldn't bear for her not to, and felt ever more optimistic that after all her struggles, she would someday meet her equal, a man with the same charisma, love of life, and humanity that she possessed. In the meantime, she'd have her friends. ( Read more... )

first job: at a bakery in downtown healdsburg, forgot how to spell it, but i hated that job!
first screen name: swooshigurl
first self-purchased album: ?
first pets: two basset hounds, shelby and allison
first big trip: LA
last big car ride: to Santa Cruz like 2 weeks ago
last real kiss: with scottie, about a month ago:(
last good cry: 2 weeks ago
last ( Read more... )

tomarrow i am goin to kays...hangin with mir britt amy and sam. goin to the river..maybe other stuff too, should be fun. then sat is the relay...should be even more fun!!

ok so here are some random pics...and also pics of me and ty-face :) love him to pieces!!

( Click here for pictues!!! )

Once in awhile we meet someone who makes us feel so good, who seems to understand us in a way few people could. Someone who's truely glad for us when things are going well, who's always there to listen when we've things new to tell. Once in awhile we find someone on whom we can depend, I know because I found it in you, a truely wonderful friend.

Will You Marry Me?.....

just got home from Santa Cruz....it was tons of fun! i went with brits family, we stayed in the hotel they own. the pool there was hella hot...it was liek a huge hot tub, it was 98 degrees!! so we went swimming alot...every day, twice! it was crazy. on wed. we went to the Boardwalk :) we got there at around 4 and stayed till 9. it was a long ass ( Read more... )

at brits right now, i have been here for two days now. my mom went to Oregon without telling anyone!! she left me here! well i dont mind because i am with B but i have like no money and i am going to Santa Cruz with britney and her mom for a couple of days...Grrr!! me and B are goin to stay in her hotel, and chill..go walk around downtown. and on ( Read more... )

i have been like a zombie latlely...i havent really left the house at all. i just havent felt up to it. i got dumped..and its the worst feeling, Grr..it just really broke me down. life was so great...it was summer, i was happy! but that didnt really last, as you can tell. i just found out that my uncle died lastnight. i wasnt really close to him, ( Read more... )

F I R S T
First Best Friend: Bee and Cass
First Crush: Jimmy...hehe good times
First Real Girlfriend/Boyfriend: TY-FACE!!
First Date: I really dont remember..
First Kiss: Bo...6th grade
First Album/CD: farthest i can remember is Aqua..lol!!
First Piercing/Tattoo: ears
First True Love: i have not yet found that yet..
First Enemy: youd know the answer to ( Read more... )

well it was good while it lasted. i am not going to lie, i am really sad about it. mostly becuase i was happy and he made me happy, i was content, i guess i dont have the same effect one peoeple as they do on me. it didnt even last a month. What the hell went wrong?!! i feel like a total ass. i just want to curl up and not come out for a long long ( Read more... )