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[swopey4]

there's SO much to say that i can't say anything. ive been dreading this day for 15 years. tomorrow i am driving for 9 hours to north carolina to drop my only big sister off to college. i never thought it would be this hard. it is - EXTREMELY

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[eightiesix]

julia.. its okay babe. you'll be okay... you have some good friends that will help you-- and if you ever need a sub in older person, i'm always there for ya. seriously. you know i'm missing someone just as important to me... i love you jules, it will be okay.

and don't worry, it's fine to cry. i know i did.

[swopey4]

thanks meg. i will definately take you up on that offer. i know exactly what your going through, and i really do. i never realized how hard it was, until she was really gone. and as much as we both say we wont miss eachother and we fight, that final last moment came and it was horrible. i was crying for like the last week and i was afraid to let her see me cause i didnt want her to know i was upset, but now i just don't care. i want her back. last night when we left her it felt like a piece of me had been ripped out. crying is the least of my worries.

it wont be the same. our childhood was forced into 3 days and now i am being rushed to grow up on my own, and.. i'm not ready. it's too far.

now i'm finally back from north carolina leaving a piece of me behind.

[oxrag_dollxo]

awwww. feel better.

[swopey4]

thanks girlie. im trying

[oxrag_dollxo]

leighbaby isssss hurrrr for uuuu!!!

mwahhh ur the best i love u jul -- xo*

[swopey4]

there are no words to explain i simply love you leigh! haha <3

[uncoveryoureyes]

hey i love you.. ill be here for you if you ever need me.. just ask.. <3 u!

[swopey4]

Thanks Babea. I'll surely take you up on that offer.

[anonymous]

hi babe . i know what your going through its hard having them so far away .. but they willc ome home . i get to see my brother on thanksgiving IM SO EXCITED haha i love you !
ali

[swopey4]

Yeah. Nobody's brothers and sisters have left yet. Nobody really understands. But I know you really do because you were close to Jake too and he left as far away as Christine too. Who likes the South? Thanks for being there when I needed you these past couple of days. I really appreciate it. I get to see her in November too. It's a while, but I guess I can wait. I have no choice.

[anonymous]

yeh seriously what is so good in the south haha .. i hate when people say its gonna get better cause it will only get better if he comes home which hes not .. so everyone can suck it haha <3
ali

[swopey4]

Feels like my hearts been ripped out. for serious.

[anonymous]