love is just a stupid, worthless word to make lonely people feel better about themselves

and I'm not wasting my time with it again.

the truth is the only person you will ever have is yourself, i really dont want to waste my time with anyone in that case.

The most complicated dream ive had in a longggg time. Maybe ever ( Read more... )

I dont update this anymore. I dont feel the need to. I go to school, i see people, I miss a person, i work, and thats about it. The one thing that really is bothering me i never feel like talking about because it fills me with so much anger i cant stand it ( Read more... )

I'd really fucking appriciate it if you would get the fuck out of my life and stop making these stupid goddamn accusations. I dont want to think about you anymore, there is no Aileen in my life anymore, all you are is a memory now. YOU fucked things up by overreacting over something stupid and insignifigant that i even appologized for. From this ( Read more... )

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I just kinda want to move on. I still dont even see what the huge deal to begin with was. Even if i did mess up, i appologized and tried to make it right, but noooooo. somehow that made everything worse. Whatever. Fuck that shit ( Read more... )

Honestly? The only thing that gives me comfort is while I'm sitting at home, staring at the ceiling, just wishing that I had someone to talk to, is knowing that none of you idiots realize how lucky you are ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got a job! At the Coffee Beanery, I'll be switching back and forth from the Cherry Hill store and the Moorsetown store. I get 6.75 starting and 20 hours a week. I get a raise after 40 days. Rock ( Read more... )

Last day of this stupid class is today ( Read more... )

Went to the diner with Pam, Doyle, Rachel, and her boyfriend. It was pretty fun, it was nice to see Rachel again. Then went back to Doyle's and I drank a 40 of Olde English. Pam and doyle were drinking too but apparently not as fast as me, because i was trashed by the time they got to their second or third shot. Slept on a really comfy air mattress ( Read more... )