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...why is it that some days nothing happens to me and then others...
Well, Kenshin had asked me to meet with him after swordfighting, but for some reason he came to me hurriedly at the end and asked if we could meet on tuesday after school.
...I can't tell whether he actually has something to do or is just avoiding me....argh, i cant think right now at all. x_____X
Especially because of what happened during the club today with Riku....god, I feel so bad. .__. I must be CRAZY, shooting my mouth off like that....STUPID!! x_X Just becasue he hides his skill doesn't mean he's hiding anything else; maybe he just practiced a lot at some dojo or other...
...though I have to say, something about the way he acts just makes me suspicious somehow. It's frustrating, the way people close off their faces and emotions like that so you can't read them...I mean, I know its none of my business but...
Why would he do that? Why would he do that? I mean, he could have at least offered a reasonable explanation like "I dont like to hit girls" (D< grrr..) or "I don't want to injure you" but the way he just shut himself off and refused to say anything...
I know I shouldn't have done that. Tried to trick him, I mean, but....for some reason I felt I had to know. ._. His style of fighting when he's not pulling back is one of someone who's fought for his life before, but it's different from that of someone who has tried to kill. My shoulder is sore from when he hit it, but not half as sore as when I sparred Soujiro who was DEFINATELY trying to chop my arm off. O____O And Riku was definately trying to do more than just not hurt me, i think....he seemed like he was afraid to show how good he was.
See that's what puzzles me. It's not just one thing or the other, but the whole combination of his actions that puzzles me: his almost unintentional skill when he's caught off guard, his trying to hide how good he is, and then his reaction when I rudely accused blurted out that he was hiding something.
It's none of my business...really....I shouldn't pry, but... ._____.
[private to riku]
Um....hi.... .__.
....awkward...awkward...awkward...
Um...Riku...If you're reading this, I'd just like to say that I'm really sorry about what I said today. ._. It was wrong of me to say something like that and really rude too, since I really had not that much no reason to be so suspicious of you. I hope you're not too mad at me; sometimes I can just be really stupid.
So please accept my apology. >.> And if there's any way I can make it up to you.....don't hesitate to ask. ._.
[/private to riku]
...... I guess that wasnt *too* hard....
...well while I'm here...
[private to sakura]
Hey, sakura? ^^;;;
This is Kaoru from the swordfighting club, and I just couldnt help but notice that you were acting a little...ah....a little off today? ^^;;;; And I'm wondering....i know its none of my business again...well, I guess I'm just hoping you're okay. And to say that if you ever need anything, I can try to help...
Sorry for being so forward. ^^;; I just worry about people a lot sometimes...
[/private to sakura]
((Edit: reference
And please keep in mind that i wrote this while on a fever of 100.4 ^^;;;;;; XDD))
Well, Kenshin had asked me to meet with him after swordfighting, but for some reason he came to me hurriedly at the end and asked if we could meet on tuesday after school.
...I can't tell whether he actually has something to do or is just avoiding me....argh, i cant think right now at all. x_____X
Especially because of what happened during the club today with Riku....god, I feel so bad. .__. I must be CRAZY, shooting my mouth off like that....STUPID!! x_X Just becasue he hides his skill doesn't mean he's hiding anything else; maybe he just practiced a lot at some dojo or other...
...though I have to say, something about the way he acts just makes me suspicious somehow. It's frustrating, the way people close off their faces and emotions like that so you can't read them...I mean, I know its none of my business but...
Why would he do that? Why would he do that? I mean, he could have at least offered a reasonable explanation like "I dont like to hit girls" (D< grrr..) or "I don't want to injure you" but the way he just shut himself off and refused to say anything...
I know I shouldn't have done that. Tried to trick him, I mean, but....for some reason I felt I had to know. ._. His style of fighting when he's not pulling back is one of someone who's fought for his life before, but it's different from that of someone who has tried to kill. My shoulder is sore from when he hit it, but not half as sore as when I sparred Soujiro who was DEFINATELY trying to chop my arm off. O____O And Riku was definately trying to do more than just not hurt me, i think....he seemed like he was afraid to show how good he was.
See that's what puzzles me. It's not just one thing or the other, but the whole combination of his actions that puzzles me: his almost unintentional skill when he's caught off guard, his trying to hide how good he is, and then his reaction when I rudely accused blurted out that he was hiding something.
It's none of my business...really....I shouldn't pry, but... ._____.
[private to riku]
Um....hi.... .__.
....awkward...awkward...awkward...
Um...Riku...If you're reading this, I'd just like to say that I'm really sorry about what I said today. ._. It was wrong of me to say something like that and really rude too, since I really had not that much no reason to be so suspicious of you. I hope you're not too mad at me; sometimes I can just be really stupid.
So please accept my apology. >.> And if there's any way I can make it up to you.....don't hesitate to ask. ._.
[/private to riku]
...... I guess that wasnt *too* hard....
...well while I'm here...
[private to sakura]
Hey, sakura? ^^;;;
This is Kaoru from the swordfighting club, and I just couldnt help but notice that you were acting a little...ah....a little off today? ^^;;;; And I'm wondering....i know its none of my business again...well, I guess I'm just hoping you're okay. And to say that if you ever need anything, I can try to help...
Sorry for being so forward. ^^;; I just worry about people a lot sometimes...
[/private to sakura]
((Edit: reference
And please keep in mind that i wrote this while on a fever of 100.4 ^^;;;;;; XDD))