yea so we had that baseball game i was talking about...god it was horrible we got mercied cuz of my horrible pitching....i never thought i could do so fucking bad...esp since i have worked a lot on my pitching in the off season...so yea i've been off my game since then...u know basically failing in what ever i do...i think im slowly recovering but ( Read more... )

yea so summer school is going alright still got an A so thats cool... played soccer today after school too...it was hot...mabye cuz i was there i dunno ;) yea so im tired and no one is home...talking to sammy j though so its all good. got baseball going on tomorrow which will be cool cuz i think im pitching but nothing is going on right now... ( Read more... )

20

I act like I'm 20.
This test was brought to you by Mel - mostly....

yea summer didn't start to well but ill be damned if i let it continue as it is...hoping to have fun this summer and all...no more women problems ill just let that take care of its self...i have a lot more energy than i usually do and more confidence too...all that working out paid off ;) yea well ill be around this summer and for the next few days ( Read more... )

yea i discovered today that im not really tired but extremely depressed. sigh oh well, after my wonderful arguement w/ my rents i have been too tired to really do anything and now my grades and relationships are suffering. what is worse is that i don't really care all to much. hopefully i will find that spark to get back in the game and have some ( Read more... )

haven't written in awhile. hadn't really had the time. its been rather crazy month. a girl that i like apparently likes me but also likes this other guy so i have been kinda caught in the middle while she has figured stuff out...fun stuff huh!...but yea i took my AP Exam today and im really shot from that. 4hrs of testing is not my way to start ( Read more... )

yea i haven't written in awhile....haven't needed to....but i just needed to write right now....just kinda ramble on with no real direction whatsoever....so yea it is true schmotzer is up late...amazin isn't it? yea i couldn't sleep and now i don't think a lot of people i know will be able to sleep...oh well....the rest of this week will be boring ( Read more... )

im just sick of my life right now....i have begun to do really well with my grades...and i have been talking to people a lot more now...but....i just am not happy....mabye its the fact that no matter how much i put into a relationship i always get nothing in the end except a broken heart.....i dunno....mabye im doomed....i could always become a ( Read more... )

jeez...it seems like everything happened at once....it has left me mentally exhausted....completely depleted of my optimisum....i can still bs it but....it isn't real...i just wish that i could get back to the way i was last yr...when nobody knew each other...and we were all trying to make friends....but i don't believe in second chances....so i ( Read more... )

wow...things can really change in an hour...just amazing...sorry...but i can't tell you what is changing.....i guess....i guess i finally flapped my butterfly wings