i love bonnie. i really wouldnt know what to do without her. im so lucky to have a friend like you bonnie...i've really been blessed. some people dont get the chance to have great friends like you. you truly are an angel...and dont let ne1 let you believe nething less. we may not have it all....and life may seem rilly sucky, but theres a reason we' ( Read more... )

"and i feel like im living the worst day, over and over again....."

Thanks for caring Ang, i love you!

well..yesterday was good for the most part. my mom took me to goody's. we were there for 2 hours, and i tryed on like 30 pairs of jeans. i got *7*! i was suprised she bought that many. and i got like...5 shirts. they had a big sale so the shirts were like, 6 bucks! we were gona go to roanoke today but instead we're gona go to the mall and a&n i ( Read more... )

hey. i slept good last nite. had some weird dreams? but, got up at like 10:30 andw ent to Biscuitville with mi madre. i came home and ate while watchin the, yes u guessed it, olympics. it was the trampolone thing on today..pretty neato if u ask me! well then i watched some thing on on madonna and yea. my mom was gona take me 2 roanoke today, but ( Read more... )

scrimmage tonite was gay. we cheered. for an hour and a half. i cheered for killer kyle! and cam! and then the other two teams played. and we played again. and hour and a half later. we didnt hafta stay but me witt thurman kisha and kelly did. it was fuuuunn! i yelled killer at kyle...but he didnt hear me :( o well, better luck next time! one of ( Read more... )

michael's won yet again ;) ahhh io love him! aha! he has ian's picture on his bedroom wall..ehhh motivaton he says...lets hope so ( Read more... )

life so unfair. im not gona say its impossible to live. its hard, no doubt. and its not great. sometimes i question calling it good. but, its not all bad -just seems that way sometimes. if u gimme time to myself-i can think things away. and they rn't all for the better. if i have any free time, i over-analyze everything. and now, im afraid of ( Read more... )

wow...definately have a new hero. Paul Hamm! lol he was goin for the *gold* last night and when he was doin the vault, he fell...and like fell on his tail, off the mat, and one of teh judges was like tryna catch him...MAJOR bad news. well....i felt so bad for him, and my heart ached, esp when they showed his twin brother watchin from the crowd. ehh ( Read more... )

well..lets see cheerleadin is goin grreat!! im havin soo much fun (besides gettin bruises like CRAZY, gettin kicked in the face, gettin your arm hurt...but, its alll good-who cares anyways?) and its better then i expected. but...didnt kno it was gona make me give up my whole life ..?

witt darlin' i love you! im sorry ya had such a ruff day! ( Read more... )

welp, nothin wondeful goin on around here. last night, me and emily went on a 'date' to bulls. lol! not a real one, but thats what it looked like! lol. brent n cam met us there a litl later and we sat and talked for a while. then, we went to the movies, yet again, to see *Stepford Wives* pretty good movie! then, we left and i saw justin! and ( Read more... )