Last night after the employee meeting at work Jillian invited me to go to Big Boy with her, Jesse and Eric. I told her that of course I would. While we were there Eric did the cheesy yawn like any guy would do. As we were getting our food Tommy calls. I told him that I would call him when I left. Well then that just put me down in the dumps but I ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY NICK!!! 1 YEAR OLD TODAY!
Love you!
-Auntie Ashli

Yesterday when I was at work I told Jillian that I broke up with Tommy, and joking around I asked if she knew any cute single guys my age. Then she suggested her fiances' (Jesse) brother Eric (who recently got out of a relationship of 3 years for the same reason as me). He is only about 6 1/2 months younger than me (Jillian told me he likes older ( Read more... )

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I don't know what is going on anymore. Today he came over and we went to see House of Wax. When we got back to my house we were sitting down for a little while when he decided it was time for him to get going. When he got up to go I went outside with him. I asked him what he did this weekend (since I obviously didn't see him). He told me that he ( Read more... )

Today we went over to my grandmas house for a BBQ. It was fun spending time with my aunts, uncles, cousins, and my grandparents. When me and my mom were getting ready to leave my grandma had me come inside. She decided not to wait and give me part of my graduation present. She pulled out a ring box and told me that it used to be hers and she ( Read more... )

Why haven't I given up yet?
Why do I let him tear me to pieces?
Am I really this desperate to hold on so long?
Or am I afraid of something worse?

Does he not understand that my feelings are strong?
How come whenever he does something wrong it gets blown off?
But when I do nothing he hates me?

Tommy called me today. I actually just got off the phone with him. He was mad at me for the letter that I wrote and was saying all this stuff that he don't meet up to my standards and I expect too much from him. I try to control his life and a whole bunch of other things. I told him that when I do things that upset him, he needs to start telling me ( Read more... )

I am getting so confused lately. I don't know what to do about Tommy. Last night we were on our way to the movies and I was upset at the fact that his sister Shannon don't like me. When we got to the movies, we were still in my car and he was saying that I need to stop worrying about what people think of me. I told him that in my life Shannon is ( Read more... )

Friday I went to Cedar Point with Amanda, Barb and MT. We had a lot of fun. It took less than 3 hours to get down there and a little more than 4 to get back home. Me and Amanda got "Senior Skip Day" shirts made while we were there. What ever you do, never take me to Cedar Point. I am such a wuss. I barely went on any rides.