LONG SURVEYYYYYY (jen fill this one out at work!)
=Now=
Current mood: lonely times ten.
Current music: walls of jericho (thanks andy<33)+ boy sets fire + thrice on random.
Current taste: juice
Current hair: a mess. eff you rain
Current clothes: hah for once, not pj's!! jeans + blue track jacket
Current annoyance: most everything
Current smell: lotion
Current thing I ought to be doing: reading, not being depressed n sheeit.
Current windows open: LJ, yahoomail, aim
Current favorite band: same as usual. i don't do change well
Current book: johnny got his gun
Current cd in stereo: walls of jericho (all hail the dead) + boy sets fire (the day the sun went out) + thrice (the artist in the ambulance)
Current crush: PFT.
Current favorite celeb: ...
Current hate: this would take too long.
=Do I=
Smoke?: never smoked a cigarette...
Do drugs?: i've smoked the weed...but it's not a drug. swear.
Have sex?: not lately
Give oral sex?: i'm good man...i mean uhh nunyabusiness
Receive oral sex?: word. haha
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: i keep having dreams about nick getting hurt in car smashes and shit. creepy Remember your first love?: first real love...he's still around. we're uh friends now or some shit.
Still love him/her?: god yes...but there comes a time to move on...or it's just not healthy
Read the newspaper?: i should more often
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: hahha DUHHHHHh
Believe in miracles?: bleh
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: f*ck no...
Consider love a mistake?: mistake... no...
Like the taste of alcohol?: heh.
Have a favorite candy?: gummy verms. lol rach
Believe in astrology?: sometimes
Believe in magic?: righttttt
Believe in god?: my beliefs are my own.
Have any pets: cleooooo
Go to or plan to go to college: uh does pierce count =/
Have any piercings?: 3 in each ear + labret
Have any tattoos?: one...too poor rihgt now for anything else.
Hate yourself: for the most part
Have an obsession?: music + people with cute hair
Have a secret crush?: again PFT crushes are whack
Do they know yet?: lol
Wish on stars?: yes sir
Care about looks?: everyone does to some extent
=Love life=
First crush: bryce
First kiss: bryce
Single or attached?: single, but attached in other ways....but yea...very single =(
Ever been in love?: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: who knows
Do you believe in "the one?": oh bleh
Describe your ideal significant other: best friend + lover + trustworthy + genuine + fun + skinny + tall + white. haha jk to the last 3 it just always happens that way!
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: haha i suck at those
Have you ever been intoxicated?: proper!
Favorite place to be kissed?: neck/forehead
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": not exactly
Are you a tease?: according to some
Shy to make the first move?:fkjdklfsdajklasj usually.
--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: A MESS!!! red/black + trying to grow out.
Eyes: brown
Height: 5'1" ish
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: boy sets fire cd...mine disappeared a few weeks ago... maybe that's why i've been so depressed!
Ate & Drank: subway + juice
Read: LJ
Watched on tv: waiting for the OC
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: well i can't tell you!!!!
get really wasted with: HAHA those present last sunday
look like: her, or her or maybe even her...
be like: me, when i used to be happy
avoid: i wish i could forget nick completely
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: brother
hugged: aj
instant messaged: jason
kissed: mr. bear
--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: wherever theres food?
cry: wherever i lose it.
--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? yes
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry: see journal entries from the past year
Drank alcohol? word
Done drugs? weed is not a drug
Broken the law? no important ones
Run away from home? not so much ran away...
Broken a bone? eh just toes....but ive twisted/fractured just about everything...
Played Truth Or Dare? whack
Kissed someone you didn't know? HUH? like...gone up to a stranger and been like yo baby lets make out? no.
Been in a fight? hellooooo i'm mexicannnnnn
Come close to dying? not close enough
--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: hmm?? i duno not really embarrassing but random...my christian cd's mixed in with all my others lol
Your bedroom like?: very impersonal. my way of keeping hope that i wont be here long.
Your favorite restaurant?: i go through phases
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: hell if i know
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? ice creamsssss
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: notice the word SECRET.
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: some boobs would be nice...but thats part of what killed my mommy. so i'll keep what i've got
What is your biggest fear?: feeling completely alone forever
What feature are you most insecure about?: all of them.
Are you a pyromaniac?: heh.
Do you have too many love interests?: N O N E
Crushes? pft
Do you know anyone famous?: who cares
Describe your bed: little. lots of blankeys + pellows.
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous but not insane please.
Do you know how to play poker?: oh hell if i remember!
What do you carry with you at all times?: chapstick, keys, phone.
How do you drive?: fast. trying to slow down lately
What do you miss most about being little?: I STILL AM LITTLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Are you happy with your given name?: yes. thanks mom
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: oh hellllll no
What color is your bedroom?: white
What was the last song you were listening to?: the fine art of falling (bsf)
Do you talk a lot?: fo sho
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: neg.
Do you think you're cute?: i'm just small
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? when they cross the street really slowly
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: i'm a secret nice person. i don't let you know til i decide i actually give half a fuck about you.
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: single, and have no friends...so, myself
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: awwwwwww <3 (assuming they arent ugly!)haha