i just needed to realize..

[swtcatastrophe6]

ok this is probably going to be extremely long and boring but i need to get this out:yes it is about the source of my confusion and dispair-Casey- i really dont understand anything about our situation..maybe i do but i just dont want to accept it.maybe deep down i know he doesnt like me and he never will but i just have to keep making up these

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[anonymous]

Honey
I went through the same thing with a guy. I spent 3 years in love with this guy who treated me like complete shit. I cried everyday. I was never happy. He gave me the most mixed signals and confusing comments. I blamed it all on myself. There were some days when I was ready to just be like, "fuck it" and kill myself. That's how much I let it affect me. And I know it doesn't seem like it now, but it will get better. And you'll meet a guy who sweeps you off your feet and you'll realize that you really are amazing. Because you are. You're gorgeous and a rally great person. Hang in there..it'll all work out

[ugotthemoshpit]

haley, why are we life partners? we are twins separated at birth. i swear. every single time you talk about kc, i know exactly and i seriously mean exactly how you are feeling. even when you don't talk about him, i know you are thinking about him. and i know what you are thinking. here is what i have to say about this all. (even though i tell you every single day what i think.) i know kc would cry if you died. that's just stupid to even think that. but you aren't going to die any time soon, so next topic. he has made it very clear that he does like you. it's so obvious. it's just that he is in a really messed up situation and frame of mind because of what he probably went through in the past couple years with jackie. girls are stupid. they fuck up boys and then ruin them for us. that's just how it goes. i bet kc really does think about you at work, too. and i seriously bet he would call, but to him, that would be taking it one step further, and he doesn't know if that's truly what he needs right now. every time you are there he flirts

I love You!

[swtcatastrophe6]

Kate thank you so much i know we always do talk about this stuff and i love it when we do bcuz i feel like i just annoy everyone else with my problems. i am so happy we both can talk about our situations with each other..we should be each others therapists.muahaha.well seriously your advice about the whole kc thing just makes me smile and i honestly hope that your situation gets better as well because you are seriously one of the most awesome people i have ever met in my life.i think we both deserve what We WANT<3 love <3 and i really hope you are right about him liking me..i guess we will find out one of these days or months or possibly years? haha i love you!