Argh, don't even wanna update....

[swtpopcorn]

I just have the urge to moan and rant and go on about how shite I feel! In college and being ignored by the people I thought were nice becoz they're a wee bit trendy but talked to me becoz it wasnt an issue. Now they dont even say hi to me

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[ex_jaffacake901]

ute the idea is for kris to realise how much he luvs u not the other way

[kewl_devotchka]

Don't worry bout ma mum, she was happy to have you.
And you don't need to pretend you liked the omelette, I noticed you leavin some of it lol.

Ute, you don't need to love drinking and takin drugs to be a cool person. It's more important for you to be kind and sweet and funny and all the other good qualities that you have. You beat yourself up about too much. Just try and accept yourself the way you are, cause we all love you for it.

xxxx

To be honest. . . . .

[swtpopcorn]

I did like the omelette but it was a bit too eggie (I know, its made from egg lol) but the salad was luvvvvleeee! Sam I know you'z are all right but, ach I can't help but feel the way I do. I try not to let things get too me but Im so paranoid and being in your house I dont want to stand on anybodies toes, but it'll be fine, and I will realise that, just not immediately lol! Ach I dunno!

[thegirlnextdoor]

Aww hon, i know how u feel about the drinking and drugs and stuff, i always kinda feel a bit boring when everyone's mad with it but hey! if you don't like it at least ure strong enough to say no and not just do it cuz everyone else does. don't think ure boring either cuz ure defo not! hope u feel better soon!
xxx

[idyllicvampire]

Ute sweety I know how you mean about wanting to be like you were because sometimes I feel the same! I got on with everyone then too and I loved drinking and having a laugh! I felt so much like part of a group an it was amazin, but when I actually think about it I'd never go back to having things like that now! I HATE drugs (always have though) and I don't want to go out and get drunk anymore but that doesn't make me any less of a person, doesn't make me boring or anything...just makes me healthy

Oi!

[libertycity]

Ute? Boring?

I dont think so!

Its good that your not trapped in that house with so much uncertainty surrounding you! Itl give you chance to get on with your life for a bit and escape the pressure. And as for drugs, fuck!, do you see me taking any? (minus the odd draw of a spliff 'course) The world doesnt revolve round all that for all of us! Your an amazing girl Ute and we all think so, as hard as it might seem, you dont need to worry about what people think of you! Kris was your first "true love" and i think you just got too used to that. Now you can really reflect and move on.

Everything will be fine!

Im totally goin off on one, but i just walked home after a devastating shift and nmo sleep so what can ya do?

take care xx