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[swung]

I've moved so far from whoever I was before & to have it shoved back into my face is terribly detrimental when I am doing everything in my power to avoid & conquer any means or battles of digression. - I really just bleed too much. Bringing the buried back to life by confession, the need to confess, reveal... But I'm learning now that confessing

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[utensils]

i believe this

[swung]

i believe you.

[slippages_]

i just believe.

[ex_raining_k769]

being convinced you can witness anything & still be the same person you is a beautiful achievment. its probably the true sorce of finding yrself, of knowing how to react. we shall conquer the world together. you, me & the one right above me.

[swung]

i can't witness anything and be the same person. of course i am changed, but what i strive for is for everything to make me a better person, always, always getting better. i love change unless it is downward. we do have to know what we are made of, we have to know that we can get through anything. once we know that nothing can fuck us but only make us better, what is there to be afraid of?

i have to bring steve with us.

[ex_raining_k769]

bring all that will make a difference.

[utensils]

my boys and that girl across the water who came here to be saved,

[swansong_]

this is wonderful.

[washthered]

really, but sometimes i wonder what else helps you
other than yourself

[swung]

him, tea, smoke, sleep, music, writing, showers, phonecalls, solitude, togetherness, etc...

[washthered]

ehehe it's cute how tea is there... i enjoy soilds, it's why i'm fat, mmmmm fooood.
here i am going to spill a little:
i know i am far away from myself, which is why it's hard to read (anything), i suspend words. it really leaves me just dwelling in so much, after a while, i'm never too sure of anything but then you need to have your feet on teh ground in order to walk, it's not what i'm doing. and sometimes, i really don't know. most of the time.

[spit_venom]

how magnificently beautiful. so many things that you write about, i relate to. to become love is the ultimate achievement. i don't think i'll ever feel completely free, but keeping the demons down seems to get easier and easier by the year. I wish that you always be blessed :)

[swung]

thank you, thats very sweet & i hope it sticks.