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[swung]

I've moved so far from whoever I was before & to have it shoved back into my face is terribly detrimental when I am doing everything in my power to avoid & conquer any means or battles of digression. - I really just bleed too much. Bringing the buried back to life by confession, the need to confess, reveal... But I'm learning now that confessing

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[0phelia_]

And so you should love yourself because you are special.
I admire your strength. x

[_reticence]

I hope you don't take my silence for neglect. It's just that most of the time, I don't know what is appropriate to say.

[rosesinbed]

i really fucking miss you.

weird synchronicity of intent

[priest_zero]

I shut down my journal today, and turned to write you, and see that you are at crossroads too. o the radiant balance of things. I gave a general goodbye and thanks on my page, but wanted to save something special for you, who have been the crowning jewel of this experience, a miracle and an inspiration -- and I have drawn in my breath. sometime ago you wrote your real name and I have crumpled it close to my chest to draw out whenever I pass a bookstand, knowing that eventually, it will match a name there.

If you find yourself in Seattle, drop by. If you ever want to write, I have a real name and address, bocek@dreamhand.net. -- Mark

[anonymous]

you know what, truth is, yes it was my mistake to use something of yours i found so beautiful without crediting you, and for that i deeply deeply apologize for. im not into this lj drama, and so i deleted my journal due to the bull i know i would be recieving from your buddies. reality is, 99.9% of my entries were written by me, and the other one percent is that entry that i used as an ode to the "emergency." i guess i was just inspired/&or moved. i don't need to be preached about how what i did was wrong and so on and so forth, because i am fully aware it was low, and like i said again i hope you would accept my apology. i really don't have anything else to say except for profusley apologizing.

[ribcage]

i understand & i didn't expect you to delete your journal. it's just, this is the fourth time this has happened to me & i thought if you took from me, it was highly possible that you were hiding more entries by others. it is low & cheap. that's no question. but, you should keep your inspiration to yourself... in memories or the like, instead of making people think you are something that i've worked my whole life to be, to feel. you really have to understand. instead of taking what i am, or what i write, find exactly what it is that you what you want in it and bring it out in yourself.
you know the score.

it's not flattery to me, it's really, actually incredibly degrading. & i hate the way it feels.

[anonymous]

i can't believe this is the fourth time that has happened. comes to show that i actually put no thought into what would happen, and contributed to you feeling like shit, so im sorry. who knew such shame can come out of this? anyway, i just wanted to thank you for being nice about this and not going on a rampage to have me dead etc etc. not like this matters, but your writing makes me so curious as to who you are. kind of like the face behind the mask. and no im not saying like a visual, but more of a description of who you are. meaning age, and if you attend school at the moment etc etc.

ps. you should definetley write a novel or something, because you move me in a sense of where my jaw is to the floor. and its a good thing books are copyrrighted. haha (yes, a little humor)

[ribcage]

what you