sometimes u make me soo mad
i wanna push u into oncominq
traffic -- but then i realize -- i`d kill
myself tryin to save u

Theres no point of living my pathetic lil life
and theres no point of my existence
<3

I waited soo long for her to call me back again. This time it hasnt happened and I hafta leave to go to Cassena's. Im sleepen there and then i'm going to skewl from 8-12 2morroe mornen. Then idk but I'll write laters.

<33 Me

a pill to make you numb - a pill to make you dumb
a pill to make you anyone else - but all the drugs in
this world wont save her from her self

Life overall BLOWS! Me nd Steph r not together anymore. She thinks I fucking cheated on her..WITH JENNA! Out of all people JENNA! Yea we kissed and shit. BUT NOT WHEN ME AND STEPH WERE TOGETHER! W/e if she wants to fucking believe that I did and listen to every1 else..she can go for it. In the end its her loss. Cos someday she'll find out I wasnt ( Read more... )

Its really late and I cant sleep at all. But alls I am thinken about is her. I know...she treats me real bad and all but Im in love with her. I'm almost at the letting go point but suttyn is tellen me to stick to her and wait a lil while loner. So I am. But its real hard and its killing me. I love her so much...I really do, and I'm just completely ( Read more... )

Santa baby, people have been very naughty this year, they've broken my heart, and shattered me into pieces...Santa baby, I'm not asking for alot this year, just the chance to break there hearts so they can feel what I went through.

Today sucks!! SOMEONE fucked me over again..FOR THE LAST FUCKING TIME!!! I'm so sick of everyone and everything. My so called "friends" arent who I thought they were. W/e Im done caring about shit. It always seems to get me no where! Im out. Laters

Fuck Everyone

Soo..things r allright. Not good..but allright. Honestly I think it was planned out for me to never be happy. Oh well..Im not even gunna start on that subject. So things have been hard. Friday was calling hours for Sal 5-8. Then I went to the South High dance at Clark. ALOT of fun. Me nd Steph danced the WHOLE night! Saturday was the funeral. Then ( Read more... )

YEY I'm not locked up. Woop Woop! So now me nd my baby get to spend wenever we want together! JOY!! hee hee. She seriously makes me happy. And I have no idea wut I would do with myself and where I would b now if I never met her. It was fate =) And I cant wait to wake up to her beautiful face every mornen when we get older..or when I do..lol. She ( Read more... )