i think i have pre-snow syndrome. snow today and starting yesterday, random crying for no apparent reason; constant nausea and the thought of food sickening; everything feeling so heavy and like it's closing in on me so tight that i feel like i cannot breathe...these feelings seem to be getting more debilitating and intense with each passing ( Read more... )

( Because, despite popular opionion, Halloween is NOT about matching cop costumes
with badge names like Oliver Clothesoff and Ivana B Bad )

the discovery channel like you have never seen it before.

fun of the human variety.

arlaharen_, "on fire" made me think of you and "strip show" made me think of you, erinmack

i wish this 3 month string of migraines that has me confined to bed a good 2 or 3 days a week would disappear. there is only so long a girl can wish for a crazed manic to break into her suite and hack her head off ( Read more... )

i haven't talked to or emailed V since the last week of june. (commence with the cheering y'all because i know you want to) and although it's been difficult, it's also been good. seeing his wall post on facebook today, however, saying it's best this way makes me feel like i just got kicked in the stomach. i can feel my stomach rising into my ( Read more... )

if i were addicted to H instead if V, i would be receiving my one month chip today.

on a side note...i hope to actually spend time this weekend catching up one the last month's worth of everyone's LJ posts and all of my email dating back to feb. cross your fingers for me.

thanks for the support in my last "crisis" post. i have been meaning to reply but just haven't - it's not that i don't truly and deeply appreciate your thoughts and advice, so please don't think that.

one cut = 20 hours of bleeding -----> 15 stitches ------> giving my head a good shake

i called my physician's office yesterday to see if i needed to come in personally to get the results of my HIV test (the clinic i went to before always made you come in personally regardless of the outcome) or if they would just call me if it was abnormal. the receptionist said the latter is the policy at their office, so i asked her if my results ( Read more... )

in the past week ( Read more... )

a woman at work wanted someone to cover her on-call and since i cannot say, "no" i am doing it, so i cannot leave the house tonight ( Read more... )