Alright, so i'm happy. Tommaro i'm going to the mall with Christina's boyfriend. And then Sunday I get to spend the day with my wonderful boy. Just though i'd update and tell you i'm wonderfully happy.

Love,
Me.

Alright, so i'm going out with Brandon again. That makes me happy. However, i'm completley nervous, I can't eat anything, and i'm having a really hard time sleeping. I don't understand that at all. Hopefully things will change with that, cause i'm definetly going crazy. So yeah, I definetly woke up at 330 this morning, and couldn't get back to ( Read more... )

So, I suppose it's almost been a week. Yeah, a fucking lot can happen in a week. And I really haven't known what to write about. I haven't been talking to Jon much, since he started working nights. I don't really want to talk about what else has happend this week. Alls I can say is the last few days have been starting to get crazy. And today, the ( Read more... )

I'm doing pretty good lately. I don't know, I miss that boy like crazy, I have for the longest time now. Holy shit, 3 days, it'll be 6 months since the break up. Wow. Crazy right? But, maybe he'll start talking to me again. That would be all I need. I don't need a relationship from him. Just a friend relationship, not the relationship we had before ( Read more... )

Well first things first. [For those of you who didn't know] My hair is now brown. It looks really hot. Okay, maybe not. But I really like it.

Second thing, I broke off the whole prom thing. Because there's no way i'm going to be able to go with him. One thing to add on to that, I was talking to Will and he said he was trying to get someone [who's ( Read more... )

want to hate you half as much, as i hate myself.

Well, I got yogurt today. It's not even that healty for you. Okay, I have come to the conclusion that no matter what you eat, it's really not all that healthy for you. But i'm definetly going to cut back on what I eat, and eat healthier stuff. And this time, I mean it.

Okay, this whole prom thing, sucks. I don't want to go with him/don't want to go ( Read more... )

I want to write something meaningful. However I suck. So I will end it off with that.

-Woke up
??everything else is completely drained out of me until:
-Went to Batavia
-Ate at Settlers
-Went to Sam Goody
-Bought Fall Out Boy [Take This To Your Grave]
-Bought Brand New [Your Favorite Weapon]
-Went to Home Depot
-Stopped at a thing to get drinks
-Home
-Called Jon, he's at the movies. tells me to call him back at 1130. I'm exhausted, i don't ( Read more... )

so why are a lot of relationships ending lately? i don't understand. why do people haveto be assholes and bitches and not appreciate what they have. i don't know. but i want a good relationship sometime. cause i personally am sick of ending up with assholes. but you know. someday..[soon?]

that's all i have to say, i'm not really in the updating mood ( Read more... )