I don't kno how I should feel jealous? angry? sad? afraid? pissed off? tryin to seek out revenge? wut? how? How the fuck am i supposed to feel? How the fuck an I suppose to feel?! (falls down to the ground) How am I suppose to feel?! I am so fuckin confused wit everythin goin on in my life. I have been throu alot that I kno of but wut the ( Read more... )

Dealing wit shit but that is wut life is always isn't it? So yeah that is about it can't really say much bout that. The concert that I was gonna go 2 can't but that is alright, stayin at home is prolly the best thing I can so at this moment. Last night was so much fun, went drinking. The person who I went drinkin wit said I wouldn't be able to ( Read more... )

Hey everything is slowly calmin down, the mess that I have made. I always ruin the family in everything that i do, it is like I can never do anything right. But that is not the case wit my friends. I have a few of them that would help me out especially when I need it, how I kno cuz they helped me out in the past cuz they kno I do/would do the ( Read more... )

Hey it is me, I ended up not workin 2day the other asst manager switched nights wit me n I thought I had to work both of them, but that was kool I had the night off, n spent it wit my family. Yes, I actually did after I watched the movies that I rented which the new Crow isn't as good as the orginal but it was still good. That was be the best ( Read more... )

Hey every1 yea I haven;t written in here in awhile mainly cuz I work, sleep, work, go see my b/f or friends, work, n sleep some more. That is about the extent of how my life is goin right now. Then I get excited on thurs, n fri cuz those r my paydays. I am so fuckin exhausted right now I think I can fall asleep in the keyboard ( Read more... )

Hey guys let's see alot has happened since the last time I wrote in here, hummmm... That could be b/c I don't have anytime anymore n I get home at like midnite from my new job, but it is all kool. I got a promotion I am now asst. manager, which is really kool. This is from my new job. So yea also if u guys might remember I was stressin over the ( Read more... )

Hey I am now a workin gurl, yays to u. My 2nd day of trainin n I think I gota a promotions, like dude it took my like almost a yr to get my 1st promotion at shady lol. But I really like this job, just need to get comfortable shoes cuz ur on ur feet all the time. Yea also my 2nd day I did a double which wasn't a problem I was prolly gonna go home ( Read more... )

Hey 2day I had EMS this morning n around noon I went to go see Rob, which was really really good. I missed him so much that it was almost 4 weeks that we haven't really been together. So finally being able to go up there cuz I finally have a another job, lol *yay does happy dance* 2mrw I have work at the shady 9-3 which is good then hopefully I ( Read more... )

Hey I am back wit another entry. It is sad tho that I am constantly writin in here hoping to find some kind of light or at least answers to any of my questions. But wit that lays the hope that I wish to have. I am starting to calm down from all the stress that I have been havin wit everything in my life. Hopefully I will find out everything ( Read more... )

Oh my life at this moment is friggin peachy keen! I mean it is summer I should be happy n living the life. I have a b/f, hoping 2 get that daytime job n everything else. WRONG!!!!! In fact, I am so fucking freaked out n scared that I really dunno wut the fuck I should do. I am watching the Story of the Year concert as I am writing this lol, ( Read more... )