my mom is now forcing me to take my a/ds becase i stop i haven't taken them for 4 days and there majorly waring off i can feel the diffrence. i feel free not held back... my mom says i have an attidue but you know what its becase she thinks that all pills fix everything. she dosn't know what its like to be on them eather... she told me that i will ( Read more... )

...what i want... is unrechable...will i find anyone?... i can't get my mind off that one guy... even if he makes me angry... i look for someone else... someone that i may actualy have a chance with... but i am so stupid that i can't find anyone... i will die a vergin.... i will never be able to get kissed... never feel the soft lips of another on ( Read more... )

hey i just got back from babysitting... i started at 2:00pm wow i worked 10 hours... damn... today was okay but when it started to get late when i was babysitting i felt so tired i got the worst head ach to from prestion yelling... i called my mom and asked her what time she was suppose to be home at my mom said 9 or 10 i wanted to cry my head was ( Read more... )

here is aother post becase i have nothing to do right now. i rented the cell again... don't ask why... i want to buy it but i have to save my money for divers ed... i am going to slowly be paying that off. so intill i get that payed off i really can't spend much money... my grandma wants to make sure that i get through drivers ed she says that nick ( Read more... )

last night me and blake talked till almost 12:00am. we also made a deal that i wouldn't hurt myself in anyway and if i did i would give him $25.00 i wont say what he has to do he can tell you if he wants its nothing big. i think talking to his is the only good thing so far in my week i just got back from babysitting and i have to babysit tomorrow ( Read more... )

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it lunch right now and i am going crazy so many things are pissing me off people mostly. i had jenny today call me a fatass when she ran into me... i don't know what to do anymore i tryed to cut but i couldn't i have to burn there is more pain that way... i am sreaming inside and on the outside i am ... silent... i try to tell people somthing and ( Read more... )

here i am... again by my damn computer... is this the only friend i have? am i that low that i look to the computer for somthing to do... today was ok i got to sleep in till 8:50am i asked my mom when i woke up at 6:00 if i could sleep and she take me and she said that was fine but i had to get up at 8:00. i said that was fine and i crawled back ( Read more... )

i had an ok day nothing big happend. other then melissa getting grounded for the stupidest reson... nothing happend today after school i didn't have to work till 5:00pm so magen (i think that how you spell her name) took me and nick to Mc Donled's i got a big mac and frys and a coke ummm but now i feel sick i saw that damn movie and now i can't go ( Read more... )