i am really pissed right now... my mom said that me and nick can't go to the teen center becase she has to go to school in the morning so now even if i find a ride i can't go this sucks i was really looking forword to having some fun in my week... guess not i think my family perpossly dose this to me.... they want me to be like this... i can't ( Read more... )

i cry yet no one will listen...i reach for a hug and yet i am rejected...i look for life but all i find is death ( Read more... )

i am bored don't ask just read ( Read more... )

god i am bored... today miss maas botherd the hell out of me. She told me if i spoke to Blake that i would get a 5min detention.... W/E she can kiss my ass i will talk to whoever i want when ever i want so she can just fuck off...anyways i still haven't found a dress for the drama thing i don't think i am going to go. i want friday to come then i ( Read more... )

right now i am waching medium. after melissa left i had to move my room around... it looks ok...i am so tired and i don't know why. i had fun when melissa came over we wached a differt movie and i orderd pizza and a 2liter bottol of soda. so anyways about the TC i know melissa they wont fit in but i know they well i fun justlike i did i didn't even ( Read more... )

hey i am going to write a pome because i have just thought of it ( Read more... )

hey i just finshed updateing on myo then i helped my mom with some stuff and now i am here. i actualy can't wait till monday. i really wanna be back to school so i can talk to people (no one calls me they all call nick) latly i have been playing halo alot i really like it (on the computer) my name in halo is Pugs15 lol any who i was thinking about ( Read more... )

i had so much fun! the muisic was the best and the gutiar solo was amazing! i wanna go again next friday! me and melissa like danced in the rain and i had a white shirt on with a white bra oops luckaly i stole nick's sweatshrit (the on with the zipper) and wore that over it! there was alot of hott gothic guys there too. to bad they were all takeing ( Read more... )

hey,
i told my mom about going to the teen center today she said she really didn't want me going but she dose want me to have fun the week so i am gonna call melissa and tell her that i can go. i am really bored right now i am gonna go change i'll tell u what happens tommrow
later

hey i just finshed babystitting i am suprized how fast i got home. anywas yesterday night i walked in my room and felt really depresed. so i turned on my "sad song" which is a Evanescence- My Immortal. i lisined to it over and over. as i layed on my bed thinking i started to cry. i felt so....alone....so then when i got myself to stop i started to ( Read more... )