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Well, today was dull. Highlights... hanging out with andrew and rich, thats all I did that was fun all day. Um.. fought with my parents again. Huge shock there, I do that most days now. Um... I have to get a job now, because I have no "work ethic"... coming from the... I won't even go there. I really don't hate her, but she needs to learn to stop pushing me, I hate IT! I don't like being told what to do, or being told that for whatever reason you're better than I am. And that I have to respect you... don't tell me that! If I don't respect you, change it! Don't cry... respect me, like you're five. Oh and stop screwing things up, I can't help you... EVER. She acts like I can fix everything, if Adam can't fix your stupid computer, leave me alone. I ruined my internet for about an hour today, I wonder why I was pissed off. And then to have that wonderful conversation about how I don't have a damn work ethic... like she's got one.
After I hung out with andrew, I had another nice conversation. This time it ended when she just walked out of my room and didn't say anything, just ignoring me. Well thats great, I just had to apologize afterwords to be called several things, including heartless. I just don't want to talk to her, it isn't who I am. I told her that I hate fixing everything she breaks, and that she should get off my back about her computer... thats when she leaved. Well, she yelled at me that not everything is about me! Ha, not everything is about me? When I'm trying to fix your computer that YOU broke... yeah right. If its all about me, why do I do the housework... or care about you even when I hate you for what you're doing. I don't hate her, or even dislike her. I just don't like her, I don't respect everything that she is, and guess what? I don't care! I really don't... its not my job to like everyone, or be nice to everyone. Maybe if you ever listened, EVER... things would be better. Yeah, like she'd care about how I feel. The graduation party being the prime example. Did you know that graduation day, she told me I didn't have to go because she was tired! Freaking tired!.. and its all about me, I thought graduation was about both of us. I don't want to be recognized though, I really don't. I went for her... just for her, not dave, or my grandparents, or even me... but Her! LOL, what a joke, as is this entry. Like anything will change, or could change. And its not like things are even that bad, I just make things worse....
After I hung out with andrew, I had another nice conversation. This time it ended when she just walked out of my room and didn't say anything, just ignoring me. Well thats great, I just had to apologize afterwords to be called several things, including heartless. I just don't want to talk to her, it isn't who I am. I told her that I hate fixing everything she breaks, and that she should get off my back about her computer... thats when she leaved. Well, she yelled at me that not everything is about me! Ha, not everything is about me? When I'm trying to fix your computer that YOU broke... yeah right. If its all about me, why do I do the housework... or care about you even when I hate you for what you're doing. I don't hate her, or even dislike her. I just don't like her, I don't respect everything that she is, and guess what? I don't care! I really don't... its not my job to like everyone, or be nice to everyone. Maybe if you ever listened, EVER... things would be better. Yeah, like she'd care about how I feel. The graduation party being the prime example. Did you know that graduation day, she told me I didn't have to go because she was tired! Freaking tired!.. and its all about me, I thought graduation was about both of us. I don't want to be recognized though, I really don't. I went for her... just for her, not dave, or my grandparents, or even me... but Her! LOL, what a joke, as is this entry. Like anything will change, or could change. And its not like things are even that bad, I just make things worse....