Just had a bad case a dejavou while giving this entry a title

[sybil_3]

I'm still really upset. But now I'm just hurt, not mad. Did you ever think that maybe the way someone acts toward you when they're mad, is how they really feel? Well I just have a feeling it wasn't just anger talking. I don't know. But now I'm super depressed, and missing my friends back home. At least I always knew where I stood with them. Maybe I

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steven

[anonymous]

im lonely too and i miss u i wanted to call you but you were at margies.i dont think you take it out on your friends. but you shouldnt close youre vents. when u close the vents pressure builds up and u explode. i f u explode then there will be sybil guts all over the place and no sybil. just remember, people are literally ugly on the inside. and with no body you cant tell people what is in your brain, then againyour brain would be all over the place. anyway if you cant tell im trying to cheer you up. if it isnt working im really sorry. but i love you

It's KAthy

[anonymous]

I'll answer these. Syb, you know I love you. But for the past week or so I've been getting really frustrated with you. Now maybe I do this, too, in fact, I know I do. But all you've said to me for the longest time now is what is wrong with your life, what's pissing you off. What is stressing you out. I know how important it is to vent, and by all means, please do. It's healthier than the three you listed. But you know, when all someone does is bitch to you about everything it gets kinda tiring. The fights and arguments are getting old, too. Not Kim, that will never ever get old. But the random things, like with that black guy who called you racist

Re: It's KAthy

[sybil_3]

Kathy just so you know I give up, and for your info alot of the arguments I get in are for YOU! Yea I know i don't tell you that, but i take alot of shit for being your bestfriend. But ya know what Fuck it nothing is worth me getting so upset and I'm to the point I just want to go back to Chicago and be happy.

[anonymous]

Good go back to Chicago

[anonymous]

hmm.... ok i think this whole thing is childish. so from what i understand, this whole thing was started because kathy had a bad day...well i'd be kinda pissed if some 1 did that 2 me 2 , but we all do it sometimes, and life goes on . but 2 say the harsh things that were said thats so fucking wrong. to fuckin say that shit on some 1's live journal so otha people can read it... im sorry im just not down with that!!!no one fuckin deserves that... all the harsh shit that was said im sorry i think that is just wrong. and no im not the nicest person on this fuckin earth but i have more decency to say shit like that.that seriously is so fucked up!!! and please if you think i am wrong and you had every right to say the aweful shit you said... please dont keep your mouth shut and please write back because i am so interested to hear what you have to say!!! ANNEE

[_janexdoe]

This is probably all out of hand. But I have a few opinions to add to this little section myself, or so it just seems the thing to do now.
First of all, this is sybil's JOURNAL.
So.. I think if she wants to write about the bad, good, stupid, or fucking whatever the hell she wants she has the right to. Seeing as it's a journal. If you don't like it don't read it.Secondly, if your sick of hearing Sybil's shit.. there could have been a nicer way to put it. Your words on here were harsh. I mean maybe Sybil complains and nags, and yadda to you guys but maybe she is having a bad day or homelife --etc, but she looks to guys to listen to give some comfort. Yeah maybe it wasn't attention, it was someone listening, and understanding. You know being there, being a friend. Mabye was just not in a manner you want, or the only manner she knew how to get someone to listen. Or she does to much. Why couldn't you try to tell her be more optimistic. Tell her your opinions, if she listen's or not, you'd at least know what each other were feeling