Today....I couldn't keep any food down. I don't know why but I get like that when I'm depressed. I have no idea what's wrong with me. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I'm just so fucked up. I need help... I'm really hoping nobody gets the impression that these last couple entries are me throwing myself a pity party, because it's not. I'm just really ( Read more... )

I'm feeling sick about comming home, or maybe it's leaving thats got me down. I don't know what's wrong with me... I got my hair cut! That made me "happy" for a while anyway. Heather did it, and she did an awesome job. But besides that I seriously have no clue whats goin on with my EMOtions. I don't feel like me any more. But how can anyone help me ( Read more... )

Hmmm....Well nothing too grand going on here. I talked to Joey last night! It made me happy, we talked about old times. I miss him alot, yes I know it's stupid....But I don't care he makes me happy. I'm going to be in chicago soon. It's a little scary, things have changed alot. Heather Tunnell is here again, she's a cool one. And oh yea! I'm just ( Read more... )

Off to Bed. Fallin asleep in my chair.....*snore zzzzzzzz* WHAT? OH! bye now

Today was the last full day of school. I had everyone sign my shirt. Thanx ppl! I broke a huge mirror today...just what I need, more BAD LUCK! I'm sick of all the bullshit out here! I need to go back to chicago so i can get away from it. I can't wait to see Maggie, I need one of our "all night Back Porch talks" lol. Right now I'm talking to my Matt ( Read more... )

Today I got my Prof. Results in the mail. I aced the reading and writing part, and failed miserably on the math part (no big surprises there). I went to school today and I ditched third hour and Sara, Annee, and me went to MacDonalds w/Game Crazy (John) again. It was ok I guess, nothing to grand. I came home and hung out with Heaven for her ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of trying to work stuff out. I give up. I'm leaving in 10 Days anyway, so none of it matters. I'm not feeling well today. I had to walk out of class in third hour, so I wouldn't cry in front of everyone. And I was crying in my American Lit class, but I just put my head down and nobody noticed. I don't know whats wrong with me lately. I ( Read more... )

Yay My Munchkin is home! I missed her so much. So anyway, today was a good day. I actually did a good job on my Music Presentation. I was happy to get it over with. I got caught ditchin class twice today. Lol Heather, I hope those cameras didn't work. I'm a bit afraid. But yea I'm getting pretty sick of seeing the deans office. Me, Sarah, and ( Read more... )

Today is fun times! Me(SibiPoon), Annee Belle(poonannie), Sarah,Tara Pie(Skankee), and Heather(Porkchop)are all chillin in my house. Me and Porchop cooked dinner, it was awesome! We all ate like pigs. But yea it's fun here. Ya'll don't know what ur missin. We're gonna go hot tubin in a bit. I'm happy today. But yea thats it i guess. C-ya'll later.

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