well.. we won tonite.. 10-1. no surprise.. we played Leeds. You know.. I love winning.. but I really dont want to keep playing shitty ass teams.. its no fun. I mean.. when a team is so used to losing that they dont even get upset that were kicking their ass.. it ruins it for me. I mean.. we are winning 9-1 and this damn team is laughing.. if I ever ( Read more... )

I love you very much.. and the fact that your upset with me.. upsets me.. You are one of the only people i know that is worth talking to. We dont hang out anymore.. but thats not because i dont love you.. its because im fucking busy.. im sorry. I dont care about anyone else in my life right now but you.. and i have alot of feelings for you.. and i ( Read more... )

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My parents are gone.. and Im studying.. If you dont know me.. thats all you need to know ( Read more... )

I hate people.. most people ( Read more... )

DoraCheerChic: i read your lj.. whats with your friends. if you dont mind me asking ( Read more... )

I got the head lifeguard job at the pool this summer... its awesome.. to bad the only person that EVER cared about any of my accomplishments isnt able to talk to me anymore ( Read more... )

I hate my friends.. I hate being friends with them just because we all are obsessed with our sport. Sam knows nothing about softball(me) or volleyball(kelly). Kelly knows nothing about softball(me) or swimming(sam). And I sure as hell know nothing about swimming or volleyball ( Read more... )

hmm.. happy birthday.. i miss you.

thanks for everything. I hate you.

Your the worst friend i have ever been obsessed with.

so lately.. iv been acting wierd.. i know.. im sorry everyone. but heres the thing.. i have come to realize that the brain is a very very very powerful thing almost to the point of .. being scary. Lately i have been having these reoccuring thoughts of death.. not in a morbid.. i want to kill myself way, but thoughts none the less. In the past few ( Read more... )