You say that I treat you like a book on a shelf. I don't take you out that often because I know that I completed you and that's why you are here. That's the reason why you stay here. How awful that must feel. You said you would be my dream I could have you every night and if, by morning, I'd forgotten you, well, no big deal, it would be all right ( Read more... )

Staying home today. Last night I was crying so much that Ben decided to come get me and take me to get ice cream. He brought me to Phil's to see everyone and play keyboard for like an hour, he's so good at it, it's unbelievable. Then we eventually went to Ben's because everyone at Phil's went to bed. Ben showed me his older bands music. He sings in ( Read more... )

All my life
They've been here,
Waiting for you.
Patiently.

All they want is your heart and soul
They want your tears to fall
All they want is your purest sin
They want to welcome you in

They will seem
Innocent,
But they will lead you
Back to me.All they need is one tortured soul ( Read more... )

i knew i shouldnt have fuckin posted anything.. *STUPID KT* gahhhhhh ( Read more... )

It's about 5:30AM and I'm still up--So I thought I'd write a line ( Read more... )

OMG HAPPY 3 MONTHS! <3 ( Read more... )

well.. okay. i'm ready for the show tomorrow. but the rest of the weekend will suck. i can predict it will right now.

I really really wanna go back with Pat after the Kave show. It would ultimately be the greatest thing all week. It's been such a bad week. All I want to do is just be with mah pumpkin king, curl up on the bed and watch us some Donnie D. And maybe, just maybe, if it's nice out, we can go for a walk! I like being outside when its warm, but I like it ( Read more... )

Shawn took Nick and I to the gathering. We went to get pizza before it and shared some memories. Then when we walked in the door and saw all the pictures of Jason up, I started crying. So did Shawn. It was really upsetting, he died of cancer that started as a tumor that spread out over his lungs. He only had it for a year. I'm just glad he doesn't ( Read more... )

I'd really like to spend a weekend with you alone. start things fresh, make it romantic. <3