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One
One lonley tear,
one dark rose.
One bright sun-
one dark night.
Two clouds passing by-
two deep breaths.
One reason-
one answer
Two questions,
Many thoughts
Two pillows-
One head..
One day,
one minute.
Two seconds,
One blink,
Two eyes
One person,
Two people.
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i am ,this box iam in,
i dont want anyone inside.
i built these walls w/ brick and glue,
Stuck here tight, so noone can get through.
banging my head left to right,
I scream w/all my might .
Tears causing puddles for a bath,
My fears cover me,as i begin to crash.
this hunger grows,while inside my box.
I plead & fight starving for more-
to quench this starvation of help &
hope -
Just leaning along the cold damp walls,
moist and strong.
I hear voices ,yet their drowned out-
With thoughts of lafter runingthrew my head .
I dont care if you see me here-
i Dont mind if you want me near.
Closing out and shuting down,
is all i like knowing how..
WHy i dont care-
its my box - i am here.
just dont shed no tear,
For me , i am still to be here-yet
You are there , too far sumtimes for me to bare.
i shut my eyes drean for dreams, pretty and bright -
Close my eyes shut my light just for tonight.
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" knock knock!!? "
" GO AWAY "
" Let me in"?
" YOU CANT COME IN GO AWAY"
" Plz i miss you "
" NO ITS OKAY BE BUSY SUMWERE ELES.."
"I want to help let me in plz i miss you so!"
"YEAH REALLY SO MUCH I THINK YOU I JUST DONT REALLY KNOW? ."
"I want to i know i can help,open up plz?"
"I HEAR YOU I UNDERSTAND NOW GO AWAY BEFORE I GET MAD."
"but plz come open up to me!"
" WHY WONT YOU JSUT LEAVE ME BE I'll BE FINE JUST GIVE ME TIME,
THIS LIFE IS ONLY MINE ."
"Share with me im here for you plz ."
"ITS RAINING IAM TOBE ALONE JUST PLZ GO HOME"
"okay i luv you call me later "
YES IN TIME I WILL I KNOW YOUR MINE,IKNOW THIS NOW ,PLZ
UNDERSTAND I DONT COMPREHEND HOW .."
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Doors keep closing,
my head still pounding-
the sum keeps getting brighter,
my nights seem to get darker..
These tears quiety fall down my cheeck-
My breath gets shorter as my arm reaches,
for somthing to grasp,thats not there.
This large room seems to get tight and small so fast-
my god i want to stop this mess- and say its all in the past.
Things i dont see so wonderful anymore ,flowers arent so prety,
chikdren arent soo joyful.
Abeach isnt to sunny and bright, and the sand sticks and burns your toes numb.
My emotions worn,my brain shuts off, as a chikd falls asleep.
Iam pulling my window shades down now , as the sun begins to peak in.,
as it hides behind my blinds my eyes are ripped from my skull.
never to see the sun rising again the door keeps closing,
At least i can hear it slam shut ..
Dont have to watch it slam backwards anymore, i fall asleep-
for tonight im scared hold me plz tonight..