I was so mad at myself for reading that... Like... half way through it I wanted to stop but I would of been even more mad at myself if I did so... I read the whole thing... erg...
But... on another note...
I know how it is to put on a fake persona & *happy face* to be around ppl. But deep down inside you just wanna stay curled up in yr bed... alone...
I know... I've been there & back & IT SUCKS ASS!!!!
you my friend..are special...hahahahahahahahamo2thebinNovember 11 2004, 19:44:54 UTC
you know im here for you man.even tho im a hour away.i think i know you better than anyone in the world.and even tho we are not together anymore ill always be there for you.(even at 4 am in the morning! (remember that!?!haha!)) wow...i wont even go there.but yea.i promise promise promise things will get better for you!and if you dont cheer up soon i will run my little butt over to PC and "Knock some sense into you!!"
Theres always a little princess haha...in seminole that will always talk with you when you are down in the dumps.just keep that head of yours held up high and things will be great.you have so much going for you.i dont even think you'll need meds to get threw this.i think its a faith thing.but hey thats just me! anyway.before this comment becomes a novel i need to get ready for band practice! Horrah for runing 5 and a ½ miles! OH YEA BY THE WAY YOU BETTER WATCH ON JANUARY 1ST AS ME AND THE BAND WALK DOWN COLORADO BLVD.IN THE ROSE PARADE! or ELSE! cya saturday. :-) Your little friend in seminole-BRITTNEY!!
When I read this, I knew I needed to comment, but I honestly don't know where to start. You know I'm going through a lot of the same crap that you are, that's on of the reasons why we became such fast friends. Homecoming was amazing, so spontaneous and unique. I've been having relationship problems too, all the wrong guys live in Atlanta. Well, I don't know where I'm going with this, I could probably do better if I didn't know that a million other people could read this... Just know that I'm always here for you, even if I'm almost 500 miles away, all you have to do is call. Lots of people can say this, but few truly mean it. I hope things get better for you, and know that they eventually will, even if it takes longer than you would like. Have faith, and anything is possible.
Michael.. man. you are so human, i love seeing it in you. It makes me smile, cause i know that behind the hardcore exterior, you're just another wonderful person that hurts and loves and cries and laughs.. and its great. I want you to know that Im here for you, cause you are awesome and fun and I want to make you happy and laugh with you. AND!!! the good thing is.. i like like a block away! ha. Im sorry you are going through such rought times, i want for it to work out for you sooo badly! and i really hope it does! Im sorry that the britt thing didnt work out. That sucked.. I hope you find a new woman to make you happy and laugh and that you can make laugh and who is beautiful and smart and fun and awesome and loves being with you and who you can hang out with 24/7 and LOVE every single moment of it. Cause tahts what you deserve. WEll michael... im gonna go. I love you! <333 Jessica
i toldya SOO!!! who was right!mo2thebinNovember 12 2004, 01:31:02 UTC
see people do love you! what did i tell you! WHO WAS RIGHT!!! BOOOOOYA! haha. ps...not WRIGHT i mean RIGHT like on the nail RIGHT! You are never RIGHT your just MR.WRIGHT.haha.goodtimes. with all the coolness i have-(which is way more then you can handle! BRITTNEY ( the one that lives in seminole not in tampa)(that was for all you people who dont even know where seminole is!)
I've been having simliar problems and I know how bad it sucks. Me and my bf of 1 year and 2 months broke up this year. I had a guy totally lead me on at homecoming. I had a german exchange student because I wanted to meet new people and have some fun, but she ended up completely stabbing me in the back and spreading horrible lies about me around my school. Now I haven't been to school in 3 weeks because I'm so sick all the time. As of right now, I'm considered a truant and have been removed from my school. That should be fixed soon though. Since I've been gone, people have spread more rumors as to why I'm gone. So far I've heard that I'm in rehab for anorexia, that I'm in rehab for drugs and that I have brain tumors. Everything is just horrible right now. I'm hoping things will get better for me, and for you too.
by the way..this is Libby from camp, if you remember me at all.
Hey yeah i remember you!!! my skinny little drama chick!!! HA hA! yeah i dont know it just seems like thing never start to go the right way!!! i dont know i just wish things could be different and we could all live in peace and happyness!!!! RIGHT!!!! Then i would kill myself for sure!!! But hey if you ever want to talk or what ever you should give me a call cause i had lots of fun this summer and you know we should hang out some time!!! i Have a car and a gas card so you know!!!! 8135051694 <---- so yeah give me a call we can talk and it dont matter when im up most the time anyways!!! MIke
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But... on another note...
I know how it is to put on a fake persona & *happy face* to be around ppl. But deep down inside you just wanna stay curled up in yr bed... alone...
I know... I've been there & back & IT SUCKS ASS!!!!
But... I'm on meds now & I'm doing ok... haha...
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Theres always a little princess haha...in seminole that will always talk with you when you are down in the dumps.just keep that head of yours held up high and things will be great.you have so much going for you.i dont even think you'll need meds to get threw this.i think its a faith thing.but hey thats just me! anyway.before this comment becomes a novel i need to get ready for band practice! Horrah for runing 5 and a ½ miles! OH YEA BY THE WAY YOU BETTER WATCH ON JANUARY 1ST AS ME AND THE BAND WALK DOWN COLORADO BLVD.IN THE ROSE PARADE! or ELSE! cya saturday. :-)
Your little friend in seminole-BRITTNEY!!
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Well, I don't know where I'm going with this, I could probably do better if I didn't know that a million other people could read this...
Just know that I'm always here for you, even if I'm almost 500 miles away, all you have to do is call. Lots of people can say this, but few truly mean it. I hope things get better for you, and know that they eventually will, even if it takes longer than you would like. Have faith, and anything is possible.
Forever Friends, C
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<333 Jessica
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ps...not WRIGHT i mean RIGHT like on the nail RIGHT!
You are never RIGHT your just MR.WRIGHT.haha.goodtimes.
with all the coolness i have-(which is way more then you can handle! BRITTNEY ( the one that lives in seminole not in tampa)(that was for all you people who dont even know where seminole is!)
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I've been having simliar problems and I know how bad it sucks. Me and my bf of 1 year and 2 months broke up this year. I had a guy totally lead me on at homecoming. I had a german exchange student because I wanted to meet new people and have some fun, but she ended up completely stabbing me in the back and spreading horrible lies about me around my school. Now I haven't been to school in 3 weeks because I'm so sick all the time. As of right now, I'm considered a truant and have been removed from my school. That should be fixed soon though. Since I've been gone, people have spread more rumors as to why I'm gone. So far I've heard that I'm in rehab for anorexia, that I'm in rehab for drugs and that I have brain tumors. Everything is just horrible right now. I'm hoping things will get better for me, and for you too.
by the way..this is Libby from camp, if you remember me at all.
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MIke
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