yesterday wasn't a great fathers day for my family, all thanks to drinking on his part- but after reading this, I saw that this describes him completely, up to where I am and have been in life. He does all those things.
Now I feel guilty that I've cursed him for doing stupid things or being annoying- because that's not all the time- but when he does slip up from time to time, I also forget how stressed he might be with work, and how my expectations are so high for him. People makes mistakes! Most of the time... He's just like this, and to know that this is what mostly goes on in his head really has... It might sound corny, but has opened my eyes.
I cried while reading this- genuine tears! Both because it was beautiful, and that I feel horrible for being so hostile in my thoughts when it came to dad. I'm going to try my hardest to look at him differently now, and make an effort to strengthen our relationship as much as the one I have with my mom.
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yesterday wasn't a great fathers day for my family, all thanks to drinking on his part- but after reading this, I saw that this describes him completely, up to where I am and have been in life. He does all those things.
Now I feel guilty that I've cursed him for doing stupid things or being annoying- because that's not all the time- but when he does slip up from time to time, I also forget how stressed he might be with work, and how my expectations are so high for him. People makes mistakes! Most of the time... He's just like this, and to know that this is what mostly goes on in his head really has... It might sound corny, but has opened my eyes.
I cried while reading this- genuine tears! Both because it was beautiful, and that I feel horrible for being so hostile in my thoughts when it came to dad. I'm going to try my hardest to look at him differently now, and make an effort to strengthen our relationship as much as the one I have with my mom.
I really need to thank you!
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along with the indonesian one
p.s. i obvs did not read it again
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