How come there are only two options - either I want to see who visits my page and be seen by others when I visit theirs, or I don't want to see who visits mine and want to remain anonymous when I visit others pages. How come there is no - I want to see who visits my page but still remain anonymous should I visit other journals? Sheesh.
If you're reading this (you know who you are) you ARE stalking him. Cyber-stalking still counts. If you're taking the time to read his friends livejournal pages - you care WAY too much about what he thinks, says, and does
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So, it turns out Tristan was never in a brand new relationship. But I do feel particularly jilted now that Keith is; especially given the direction of the last month, and the conversation we had Tuesday last week
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With or without knowledge it doesn't get any better. Although the silence is deafening, and limbo is soul-crushing, knowledge doesn't make things any easier.
Is it better knowing or not knowing? Not knowing I torture myself. With knowledge I know what to torture myself with. And I can't stop with simple knowledge, no. I must delve as deep as possible and shoot myself in the foot. Because clearly, I hate myself.
So, yeah, if I could I would absolutely do this whole weekend over again - every last bit of it! However, next year I get to set off the fireworks for one of the Chicago suburbs, OOOH YEAH! Guess which one.