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sometimes i think i've deluded myself into thinking someday i could be happy. i have moments, bright lights and conversations but i always come back to the dark. i have what i want and it satisfies me, but it's not sustaining me. bread and water, bread and water. i blame myself, my genetics, my chemistry. my life is chaotic but in my head it's a ( Read more... ) -
a new day breaks
so chaotic my mind ( Read more... ) -
all in my head
it's the day i realize i broke my own heart. everything i swim in is my own design and i can't swallow it. all of these choices and none of them are right and i wonder where to go from here. he says don't forget it's all in your head and sometimes i remember it is, but the feelings are still real anyway. i lose either way i go so i sit still now. i ( Read more... ) -
again and again
this is me again living inside of my head, and this is me thinking the universe conspires against me to give me things i want once i can't have them. i wish i knew where i was. this is just me. just silly phases of insanity. -
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- 12:01 Some guy just told me I made him a very happy customer. I said I was glad. Today I think I meant it. #
- 14:55 I have to have dinner with Hark's parents tonight. Nothing like getting told at the last minute! #
- 11:31 Santa is right behind the sunglass stand. Crying kids and ho ho ho every 12 secodnds does not a fun day make. #