I'm not thrilled with myself lately, and it's time to change, NOW. I have let myself be led by a guy that isn't as into me as I am him ( Read more... )

I dunno, many things. I got drunk and told Daniel I was in love with him...it's his fault though, he asked. Of course he's the honest guy and told me that he cared about me a lot, but just wasn't there yet. Not that he won't ever get there, he's just never been in love, and he's not there yet. Whatever, I was drunk and I took it pretty badly. Let's ( Read more... )

Man, I really do have wonderful people in my life, you guys made me feel so much better. As for the Daniel situation, I have come to a conclusion. I am going to stay. We had a serious talk last night, and even though he says he doesn't want a serious relationship, he has one without knowing it. He spends the night at least three times a week, and ( Read more... )

The guy I am dating is lying asleep in my bed right now, and I am crushed. We had a serious discussion last night, and it looks like I am going to be single again very soon ( Read more... )

20. Sometimes I wish I was more ethnic looking. I don't hate being white, but I'm not thrilled with the stereotypes that come with it. All of my closest friends have been black, and I'm not sure why I relate with them better sometimes. I love being Hungarian and Welsh, but sometimes I wish my Cherokee blood was more prominent. I don't know how to ( Read more... )

My pirate name is:

Mad Bess Kidd


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So, I have SUCKED at updating, and I'm sorry, for real. I have had the SHITTIEST computer hook-up, and it's hard to find time to sit down and write about myself, yet I check my friend's journals daily. I'm a nerd ( Read more... )

So. I barely update now because I'm using my roommate Julie's computer, and I don't want to invade her room for too long. I read everyone else's journal on a daily basis though, you guys are better than watching tv ( Read more... )

So, tomorrow is move-in day. Nick and I will officially be living together in Athens. I have to say, I never thought this would actually happen. I have a good feeling about it, we get along well for the asshole that he is, and if he screws up, I can always tell his mom ( Read more... )

I have been sucha pimp these past couple of days, and it is LOOOONG over-due. I have one guy to smooch on, one guy to flirt with at work who wants to take me to lunch today, another guy who has a girlfriend but still wants to give me music and take me to lunch, and then an entire band of guys who I can hang out with. They're gunna help me and my ( Read more... )