so today ended up being pretty good. for one thing a stranger told me i was beautiful! that's always a wonderful thing to hear but if its from a stranger you know they don't have anything to gain, and no reason to lie about it (for example cheer you up, get in your pants whatever) in fact they face the risk of you freaking out on them and calling ( Read more... )

so i'm gonna have to say a big "no" to the whole scott thing. i'd love to rant and rave about it but i don't think it'd be very ladylike considering he subs at ASFA. in other news i'm at my mom's house up in gadsden tomorrow we leave for chicago. i'm so excited! i always leave really crappy entries when i'm here b/c computer's in the living room ( Read more... )

things are lovely. had oodles of fun w/ yammi today. scheduled to go swimming w/ scott tomorrow, and hopefully see 'the notebook' w/ claire. must pick up dry cleaning, i was tickled to drop something off i've never dropped anything off at the dry cleaners before, or picked it up for that manner. tonights party was ooh good, and thanks to stevie's ( Read more... )

today was long (actually considering the hour it was yesterday). got up at 5 a.m. eastern which means 4 here (i've now been up 24 hours on 4 hours of sleep) got back to 'the ham' and darling andrew h. was kind enough to come get me from airport, went to sociology class which was good. called scott, no answer, left message. napped instead of going ( Read more... )

i slept thru my first class this morning damnit to hell woke up at 8 said "five more minutes" woke up at eleven. sometimes i just don't know where i am. sad w/ the sadness. i hope i'll be happy in MD. i felt so guilty b/c last time i was up there i was so upset about 'le roo' that i was no fun. hopefully camille (my 10 year old sister) and i will ( Read more... )

so sometimes things happen (in this case there are several) and you say, "boy i kinda wish that hadn't happened" and then you realize thats not true. like the things we sometimes have to do to know we're wrong, and if it hadn't happened i woulda 'what if'ed myself to death. on the other hand sometimes things go shitty and you kinda saw it coming ( Read more... )

i'm so glad about tonight i saw someone i was afraid to see for the past year, i stopped being down and sad, i was just so happy she was ok and laughing (when it was funny) and not b/c we were at a party or anything like that just b/c i got to ride in her car and get lost and whisper about people, b/c she's still real, she hasn't been swallowed. ( Read more... )

e.t. sent me a text message that said "mornin pumpkin" does it get any better than that? i'm positively gleeful. made a brief trip to the zoo yesterday hip hooray, david is getting soooooo tall! he's taller than me and i understand that w/in itself is no great feat but he's 13 and last time i saw him he was definitely shorter than me, i will most ( Read more... )

saw no fireworks on the fourth, i slept through them, got rather tipsilicious the night before at darling avi's. by the way i must state i think seraj is an absolute dear-heart, and that is terribly sincere. in other news i have a crush on somebody who none of you know regardless he shall remain nameless, gimme a few days to work the marvelous maid ( Read more... )