i know there will be more where he came from, but i can't help but be upset almost a year after we stopped seeing each other.
he IM'd me the other day & said he was in the mood for a good conversation. all i wanted to do was hop in my car & go to his place. i miss him so much, but we'll never be what we were before.
you don't sound bitchy. I think you're just suffering the human condition, it's okay. I mean, it'll be okay. it'll all be fine one day, then fall apart the next. and you'll be sitting around with that horrible INDECISIVE feeling when you know you want to do something but can't figure out what, or you know you should be doing something but you're too lazy. so you just end up on your bed with the music on feeling miserable. but then things will be fine again, some other day. (and sooner or later you'll find something really worthwhile, something that brings you purpose.)
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he IM'd me the other day & said he was in the mood for a good conversation. all i wanted to do was hop in my car & go to his place. i miss him so much, but we'll never be what we were before.
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I think you're just suffering the human condition,
it's okay. I mean, it'll be okay.
it'll all be fine one day, then fall apart the next. and you'll be sitting around with that horrible INDECISIVE feeling when you know you want to do something but can't figure out what, or you know you should be doing something but you're too lazy. so you just end up on your bed with the music on feeling miserable. but then things will be fine again, some other day. (and sooner or later you'll find something really worthwhile, something that brings you purpose.)
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I bet you call that jello don't you?
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I love jello!
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