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What to do when no one answers?
The nature of my work can be muddled sometimes. And there is a cycle to my own muddledness ( Read more... ) -
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What is expectation? What is a word? What is the meaning behind the word which I am using? Tonight, I am going to crawl into an unmade bed (I kept repeating to myself as I donned my pajamas, "I am crawling into a naked bed, a naked bed, a naked bed. An unmade bed is a naked bed." Why I did this, I do not know.) and am going to feel my shoulder sink ( Read more... ) -
The Moon
Howling at the moon and singing to the stars was something I started to do when I was fourteen and took lonely late-night walks with my closest companion, Blitz. We would stroll along suburban neighborhood streets and I would swear that I had a deeper connection to the moon than I did to my own planet. I imagined that, somehow, there were people up ( Read more... ) -
Space, Time and Ideas
I float in space. I float beyond my heart and into the blood rivers of my body and I find myself swimming between white cells and red cells and asking myself, "Where am I going?" I loop through the arteries in my legs and back into my stomach before swooping down into my legs again. Finally, I go up, up, up until I find myself passing through the ( Read more... ) -
I Have a Pattern
Patterns. I see them everywhere. I see them in the ripples of the vines on the leaves and hear them in the rhythm of my feet. I see the patterns of the hardwood floors and I hear the patterns in what the music player spins ( Read more... ) -
41 Ladybugs All Along the Wall
Another night. But an unusual one. I came into my room this evening and discovered small black dots all along my walls. Peering up at them, I discovered that they could fly. I closed my eyes and listened and I could hear the whirring of their wings fluttering against the air, matter connecting with matter ( Read more... ) -
Committing to Exploring Three Questions
I am so tired, but I feel compelled to write.
I think it is time to pick up my introspective experiment again and to explore three main questions over the course of a period of time in a conscious, rhythmic way:
- What is my experience of my purpose in this lifetime?
- How do I contribute of my gifts to the world?
- What are my observations of the ( Read more... )
- What is my experience of my purpose in this lifetime?
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Hitting the Wall
Tonight I hit a wall ( Read more... )