I don't think I ever learned how to be ok with myself. But I really want to learn.

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Today in the morning I had a dream that I was at my jr high graduation...I was there for the ceremony, except I was graduating along with some of the kids that I have recently worked with. I felt strange so I went to the office where I met up with a teacher I had a negative experience with, during jr high. I was trying to tell him that I had ( Read more... )

I turned in my last paper on Friday. It was a feminist reading of the Franklin's Tale. I tried to prove that Arveragus was a hero and that Dorigene was an accessory to sexism because she approves of benevolent sexism. I actually liked this paper better than my Pearl paper from last semester.

Now I'm done.

Sometimes I wanted to write poetry. I don't ( Read more... )

I forgot your name a few days ago, it made me sad.

I told Nathan about it, and he said,

The worth of that is that which it contains
And that is this, and this with thee remains.

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Nathan,

Remember the metaphor for love that I came up with? About how the heart is this garden, and we're born with all these different flowers already growing in it? And how these flowers, the ones your born with, they're your family and so you really have no choice in just plain loving them. And love, romantic love, is different because this ( Read more... )

I am alone.

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How long does it take before you stop missing the person you love. How long before I stop feeling this horrible?

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I keep waiting for a sign. I keep praying for it.

A few days ago I had a dream within a dream. In my dream I was asleep, and as I slept (in my dream) I was having a nightmare. I was aware that the nightmare was a dream, but not that the fact that I was having it within another dream. In my dream i was in the same position that i had fallen asleep ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do.

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Gabi,
We have to break up. I'm sorry.
I care about you, but we're not compatible. We want different things. And it's making both of us miserable. It just doesn't make sense to keep doing this.
I know you probably hate me right now, but I'll be here for you any time you need me as a friend. If you want to talk I'm here, but please understand I'm ( Read more... )