"Perhaps there is a lesson here. History isn't always destiny."

Thank you Daniel Cassidy, AKA Blue Devil. Sometimes even a comic book can have something important to say.

...I may have saved or helped save someone's life on monday night. Not in the figurative, "you saved my life, man" way, but in the "oh-my-God-she's-blue-and-not-breathing" way.

I am still processing this. More later...

~Cam

This heart is a ghost town baby, do you think you can raise the dead?

Okay, so my birthday is coming up. Because I got the news that my dad had terminal cancer on my birthday last year, I've been kind of avoiding it, but here we are. Folks have been asking me what I want, and although I'm not good at these sorts of lists here goes ( Read more... )

So, my mom went to the doctor today because she'd been having dizzy spells and leg cramps over the past week. Guess what? She had a stroke. Her blood pressure is 108, and the doctor says she could literally die at any minute if she doesn't get it down. She is to quit her job immediately.

Fuck. Just... fuck.

~Cameron

Love, dating and romance in general can officially kiss my ass. That is all.

~Cam

It's funny how we add up to more than the moments that make our lives. At any given point in time, if someone asks me how I'm doing I'm as likely as not to say I'm doing okay. And I mean it. But on a larger level... I'm sad all the time, desperately lonely and head-first in the throws of some sort of massive ontological crisis ( Read more... )

People keep telling me that I have a martyr complex. That I am not single-handedly responsible for saving the world, that it's too heavy for one man and that I can't expect myself to save everyone on the planet alone ( Read more... )

Well, it's 2006. Goodbye 2005, you won't be missed.

To all the people I haven't been in contact with lately, my apologies. It's a trend I hope to put an end to here in the new year. Be well, all. Let's make the world new again.

~Cam

From the new "Jonah Hex" comic: "Taking more than three decades of trials and unimaginable suffering as evidence, he could say with every measure of confidence that God hated him. And to his credit, Jonah returned the favor as often as he could ( Read more... )