I'm over it.

I watched Young Americans don't know if anyone remembers or even heard of that show. But I loved it. They friggin canceled it on me. I so would watch it if they brought it back now. These are quotes from the second last episode I liked.

"When is the age or even the moment we go from being kids to being something else. I mean so ( Read more... )

My trainer is a tool. She doesn't like that me and a few others don't socialize with her. She thinks that changing the seating plan will make us socialize more with her and participate more. No. It wont. I always found people I liked and talked to them and never participated in highschool. I'm not gonna change just cos she moves me ( Read more... )

I did a friends cut. A lot of people haven't updated their journals in almost a year. So if you see this and your not on my list anymore and still wish to be or whatever your reason let me know. If not then I saved you the trouble of unfriending me.

So Joelene wanted a new cat. We got one while my cousin was visiting. New cat is the quietest little thing ever, but the fattest little furball. I got a week off work. But I can't do what I wanted to do. Which fucking blows. I hate being broke. I wanted to hang out with her. Now I can't. I can't sleep, either. I don't think my nap after work helped ( Read more... )

I was on myspace reading some of my friends pages and I came across my one friend..whose always in competition with me. Well anyone whom I've talked to about art knows I love Salvador Dali. I love the Finger 11 video because it reminds me of his work. When the fuck did she "start" liking him? Most people I have told know I'm bi, except the select ( Read more... )

so apparently if you share your feelings with someone they dump you. see this is why i guard myself and not share anything with anyone. i'm done. done with this all. done with dating. done with guys. done with everything. maybe i'm jumping to conclusions, maybe i'm not. all i know is i went to Todd and told him my feelings and he broke up with me ( Read more... )

"my tummy hurtz...i'm going to lay down"

fucking liar. i went onto my other account..guess who was online. fucker. nice fucking try. don't bother talking to me right now. i'm not fucking impressed. think about why i don't message you anymore when you are online! you are always playing your game or too busy. this all feels the same. like it was

Woot. I get to see Todd Tuesday or Wednesday, haven't completely decided the day yet. I'm excited. I hope it's not overly uncomfortably hot when I take the train to see him. There's some friends I would love to go visit for a a couple of days. Have to see about that and when. My mom wants to come for a visit. Woot. Lots of visitors this summer.

And all I really want is someone who will call me beautiful, and not mean on the outside. I want that guy who will kiss my forehead and wrap his arms around me, safeness and security, when I'm sad. I want that guy who thinks about me when I can't be with him, and smiles at the thought. I want a guy who understands my passionate nature and supports ( Read more... )

At work so bored. Long wait between calls. There's talk of raising the call volume. I don't want them to do that. Had a good talk with Ange last night. I had to get her to talk me and make sense of things cos I sure as hell couldn't do it. I'm still a little iffy about things but until something actual starts going down I'll remain in the mindset ( Read more... )