I honestly can't belive how bad she messed up my head. I had every intention of being with her forever. She brought out the best in me, and now, i'm alone. Wondering why. Despite the explanations, it still isn't clear. How can you go from being as in love with someone as she was with me(atleast I think she was), and I with her, to not caring about ( Read more... )

Well, it's almost time 2 record. HyPnO and myself are heading into the studio within the next few weeks to begin, and hopefully finish, the Synister Life Stylz L.P. We had originally intended to only record about 10 tracks and put out an E.P, but after sorting through some old or lost lyric books,getting in some SERIOUS rehearsal time, and ( Read more... )

You ever have days where you really miss someone? I'm sure everyone does. I wish Gramp could be here. I wish he could have been there yesterday, being 1st day of senior year. I wish he could be there Prom Night. More than anyting, I wish he could be at Graduation. I don't know where all this came from, but it's been hitting me lately. I guess I ( Read more... )

It's been a second since I last updated. I really don't even know why I am now....yes I do... bordom.And i'm kinda pissed at myself. There's one week left of vacation, and we (Justin & I) haven't done Jack or $hit when it comes to recording. I know I've written some verses here and there, and done some other stuff, trying to make connections and ( Read more... )

If you're reading this then I finally did it ( Read more... )

Yeah, if u didn't get it from the subject, this is a verse I have. And yes, it is currently untitled ( Read more... )

I'm in love. As simple as can be. She understands me. She knows where i'm commin from. She doesn't question me. She knows what i've been through. She doesn't care. This is as real as I could imagine. I couldn't dream of a more perfect person I could be with.
I Love You Chelsea Alyse Volkers
Forever & Always
Always & Forever

Well, i'll just start at the begining. Skip and Mandy left for Florida this mornin. Me, Gram, and Nicole dropped em off at the bus station around 10:30. We got home, and I eventually got ahold of Chelsea :-) She said that Jenna was gonna pick us up and we(Me,Chels,Jenna,& Barlow) were gonna go out to lunch. SOunds like a fool proof plan, right? ( Read more... )

Well, I can honestly say that today has been good, except for one thing which i'll cover later. My Baby picked me up at about 7:20 this mornin, do to car trouble. Ok, 1st period I had my History final. Holy crap, was it easy. 30 matching-vocab(which i'm positive I got all right) and 7 short answer, which was really easy as well. After that I was ( Read more... )

I'm in Love, str8 up. Simple as can be, yet more complcated than anything.Im probably gonna catch more crap than a porter-pody cleaner for this, but I really don't care ( Read more... )