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Memeage silliness
Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle ( Read more... ) -
Okay...
The day was stressful but I feel I have done well with it.. I have a phone now and it seems to be working.. all will be good at last -
PHONE ????
So it turns out last night as I was leaving the convention area that my purse had spilled over.. well when I thought I had caught everything that had fallen out.. I hadn't.. sighs.. now I am lost.. my phone is my anchor and it will need to be replaced.. and where as I am lucky I can afford to do such.. I have lost all the numbers as well.. so I can ( Read more... ) -
yay! I get mother's day twice after the fact
So my mother's day didn't go as I had planned, I am used to the niceties of the holiday since I had my daughter.. this last one was hell for me.. so my best friend is taking me out for a belated holiday and so his my toddler's father... I am very lucky to have both of them still in my life and helping me with my daughter along with her god mommy ( Read more... ) -
falling over dead
So for those of you who know and those of you who don't.. my leap of faith was just that.. a leap.. and I didn't make it to the other side of the mountain... i think that's where i will end this particular post.. more to come when I feel a little more like talking about it. -
Jittery
Everything is a little crazy for me.. I haven't felt this nervous since my birthday party.. it is really wierd how I can't calm down before a party or anything.. I am not good with any of it and I wish for once I could just let things go and relax, instead I am in tears, shaking and wishing it was all together over in my head.. oh well my life ( Read more... ) -
2 weeks, 4 days, 19 hours and counting
So my handfasting is in that long and i have started to lose my mind.. my nerves are completely shot.. my illness isn't getting better but I am trying to get through this with out having a nervous break down. -
Randomness vs Stability
So I have to wonder which is better.. is it better to be random and not have a strong link to anything or is it better to be completely stable.. I am pretty sure there is a middle ground that I am just not able to see until later.. most of the time I make the mistake and then see it.. *giggles* but oh well it happens. So right now I am in San Jose ( Read more... ) -
WARNING.. not for sensitive types.
Okay so I am pretty done now... I am so tired of everything and almost everyone. I need a BREAK from EVERYTHING. I feel like every time I turn around something horrible is happening.. I am thankful that it is not currently affecting me but ya know it's affecting my friends which eventually does come down on me. I have stuff to do and things to keep ( Read more... )