The Scene of the Crime

[syntax6]

It's been almost two months since my baby died, and I spent this week in San Diego, the place where it all went wrong. Of course she never got to be a baby, only a fetus, but I'd been pregnant for months when we lost her, so she was very real to me. San Diego was really just a bit player in the whole drama, the backdrop to my own personal horror

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[ropo]

Glad it's been mostly a success! And that I got to play along for a day!

[campylobacter]

O, San Diego.

I moved here to be with my husband, and it is here where I scatter his ashes 14 years later.

I wish I could say something to make it hurt less, but you find your life preservers as you need them, and let them float you to the surface when grief tries to pull you under.

[thehappygirl53]

The only thing I can say is that I love you all.

[comice]

I am so very sorry, J. I wish there was something I could say other than to say that I read this with a gasp and tears in my eyes for you and your family. All I can do is send you some love, and I do.