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one day
I might wake up with energyor memoryI might leave a bad habit behindor quit picking up new onesI might accomplish anything with easeI could maintain, secure a sense of confidenceor purposeI'll remember how it feelsto not feel illand taking a breathcould be easycould be easy just to quit it allyeah I know that isnt true but what can you do that you ( Read more... ) -
Fuck
I'm so fucking sick of mood stabilizers and anti-depressants. The LAST thing they do is stabilize. I lost the line between chemical imbalances and reality a long, long time ago. If I don't take this pill one day, I'll get sick, nauseous, tired, loose my appetite, and get head aches, which wont stop till I take it again. It's the bodily with drawl ( Read more... ) -
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Underneath the bridge
The tarp has sprung a leak
And the animals I've trapped
Have all become my pets
And I'm living off of grass
And the drippings from the ceiling
It's ok to eat fish
'Cause they don't have any feelings
Something in the way -
+ flowers
+ narcosis
+ analgesia
