"so you're changing again, all your clothes, all your friends, it's the same as it ever was."

a lyric i actually like. this hasn't happened in years.

well i'm officially overweight. just did my BMI and it was at a 27. if I lose 10 pounds I'll be a normal weight. ugh. i'm pretty depressed. I really need to be better. starting right now, i'm going to work out.

johnny and i are moving in together. well we already live together, but now it's official. i'm excited. i'm glad the decision was made, things work themselves out. i think it will be good ( Read more... )

i feel detached from pretty much everyone.

it's been one of those weeks where a lot changes. friends moving. new dogs. new families ( Read more... )

how many times have i written on here about losing weight? about a million. i gained ten pounds since my kidney infection. 10 pounds in a month? how does one accomplish that. i'm guessing lack of exercise and an excess of food. i'm utterly depressed. i'm tired of dealing with this issue. i've been trying to lose weight since i was 10 years old. the ( Read more... )

the season is changed and everyone can feel it like a shift of the earth is so easy and obvious to tell. the lights were flashing for me last night, from bright to lighter then dimmed again. i have flashes of memory but i guess that what happens to you on a pot smoking day when you include cupcakes and the like ( Read more... )

the show last night was amazing. so good. it made me feel bad for being so mean about conor's new album.

god I cannot believe I'm not going to aspen. oh well.

johnny and i have together 9 months today. i am happy. he is happy. we are happy. life is complicated right now. i need an apartment.  an internship. and so on.

got the new conor record. i hate most of it. it's actually making me sad. why do i refuse to let go of things i don't even care about anymore?

as usual i am trying to get my life in order. typical. typical. typical. I have so much I need/want to do and yet i never do any of it. this week i'm making good progress though. I talked with the internship guy at school and am getting set up for an internship for this summer. it will be here in boulder, or close by. maybe in shitty greeley. i don ( Read more... )