something's not right

Jan 18, 2004 00:39

Electro Darkwave: hey did u ever ask your teacher abot the drug thing?
Electro Darkwave: with my brain
Electro Darkwave: cuz i'm fuckin trippin right now
ZackTheRipper16: huh?
ZackTheRipper16: damn what did you ask me?
Electro Darkwave: remember how i get natural highs?
ZackTheRipper16: have you ever done drugs? I know you're sXe now
Electro Darkwave: never
Electro Darkwave: ever
Electro Darkwave: yet it's like i've been on them
Electro Darkwave: w/o taking them
ZackTheRipper16: hmmm
ZackTheRipper16: well, what symptoms do you experience?
Electro Darkwave: different times different ones
Electro Darkwave: mainly i've experienced shrooms and steroids
ZackTheRipper16: well ny steroids do you mean like speed?
Electro Darkwave: like my muscles were bulging
Electro Darkwave: and i felt invincible
Electro Darkwave: and no pain
Electro Darkwave: and i was hella strong and fast
Electro Darkwave: punched shit w/o hurting my hand at all
ZackTheRipper16: sounds like an adrenalin rush
ZackTheRipper16: that can happen w/o drugs
ZackTheRipper16: steroids are different
Electro Darkwave: it was more than just an adrenalin rush
ZackTheRipper16: but a sustained adrenalin rush gives you increased muscle strength and endurance
ZackTheRipper16: and you do feel invincible
Electro Darkwave: sustained?
ZackTheRipper16: like more than a sudden thing that lasts a few seconds
ZackTheRipper16: how long did you feel it?
Electro Darkwave: it lasted a couple hours
ZackTheRipper16: wow...sounds like meth...speaking of which, I can't believe I DID THAT CRAP
Electro Darkwave: half the time when it would come down i'd get extremely depressed
Electro Darkwave: the other half i would return completely to normal
ZackTheRipper16: that sounds like meth
Electro Darkwave: well i've never done it in my life
ZackTheRipper16: i think you have strange biochemistry
Electro Darkwave: or anything close to it
Electro Darkwave: unless u count caffine
Electro Darkwave: do u believe in the supernatural?
ZackTheRipper16: hmmm
ZackTheRipper16: i really don't know
ZackTheRipper16: however, all speed does is cause your body to increase the release of neurotransmitters than cause the effects you're describing
ZackTheRipper16: and if you've had it happen with shroomlike effects, well, that's also neurotransmitter related
Electro Darkwave: what about when i had shroom symptoms?
Electro Darkwave: i had a fever
Electro Darkwave: i was trippin
Electro Darkwave: seeing thigns
Electro Darkwave: *things
ZackTheRipper16: i think it's posible that something you do or something in your brain and body cause that to spontaneously occur
ZackTheRipper16: without drugs forcing it to
ZackTheRipper16: it's never the drug that causes these effects directly
ZackTheRipper16: they just affect hormone and neurotransmitter-releasing glands
Electro Darkwave: cuz your body has the power within itself
Electro Darkwave: i know
Electro Darkwave: but what sets it off?
ZackTheRipper16: i can't say
Electro Darkwave: fuck
Electro Darkwave: hnuojl

ZackTheRipper16: certain people who are schizophrenic often experience some of these things
Electro Darkwave: my head'
ZackTheRipper16: but you're not
Electro Darkwave: how2 do u knowe?
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ZackTheRipper16: well...who knows
ZackTheRipper16: actually
ZackTheRipper16: there's a kind of schizophrenia
ZackTheRipper16: that
ZackTheRipper16: that's acute
ZackTheRipper16: and episodic
ZackTheRipper16: it's something that can occur several times in a person's lifetime
ZackTheRipper16: or in a aprt of their life
Electro Darkwave: i haved atrot of schitzotrhenia syptoms
ZackTheRipper16: but it'll end and the person returns to normal
Electro Darkwave: y head
Electro Darkwave: hrs
Electro Darkwave: hurtsa
ZackTheRipper16: it's possible you have some kind of chemical imbalance similar to htat
Electro Darkwave: it's no c hetnmical inbalandew
Electro Darkwave: imbalande
Electro Darkwave: imbalance
Electro Darkwave: don't ytuuou see?
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Electro Darkwave: i don't knowyou
Electro Darkwave: fuck
Electro Darkwave: damnut
ZackTheRipper16: we know what causes schizophrenia...indirectly

Auto response from Electro Darkwave: Lights on the avenue
All seem so far away
I'm up here drinking a toast to you
On such a special day

Tonight is the night for
I love you's
Wish we could have this feeling
Throughout the year

Christmas is here
Christmas is here

Tonight is the night for
I love you's
And if you hold me near you
You'll feel my heart beating for two
Tonight is the night for
I love you's
Up above the snow is falling
And stars disappear
My heart is calling
Christmas is here

ZackTheRipper16: uh...weird
ZackTheRipper16: ttyl
Electro Darkwave: bye

for a minute there, i lost myself...
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